Hey Keif,
Thanks for the reply I hear you man, I have a super doc she great, I have told her a bunch of times, "this is got to stop I've made a big mistake " bla,bla,bla, crying , depression, it's insanity , but it's been about 28 days off, 110mg methadone , I tapered to 20 mg, rather quickly, then jumped off onto oxycodone 30ir &40er but the 30's seem to help the most and they do hold back the worst of the wd's , but like I was saying earlier, after an hour or so after I take one I feel hungover , tired ,week, no energy at all, feels like a mile to the back porch. Really sucks, I don't know what that is all about, will talk to doc about it soon.
But you know your shit, you know what it does to your mind and body, I just could not see myself on the clinic titty for ever and it would be for ever. So there is a happy exit to this road? How long until you felt completely sane, I mean get up and cack a grin? Maybe smile at your woman, tell her you love her and actually mean it ?
Hey thanks a load, man I really appreciate your advice , it nice to know we have been on the same hell express before,
I thank you ...