Hi guys,
Here's the rundown:
Went to rehab last fall, and was prescribed 2mg suboxone. Like an idiot, I abused it for the first two months or so, as - I was actually opiate free when I started it - I found I was getting high as a kite on it. Over the next few months following rehab, I got my suboxone dose increased to 8mg gradually. All this time, I somehow got my family doctor to just prescribe it to me (30 days at once), since the stupid methadone and suboxone treatment centers do not work with people who have 9 - 5 jobs... living in Canada, I understand it's not common to have your family doc write you month long scripts for sub.
Two months ago, I landed my first full-time job since I graduated university (last summer immediately before rehab). In the few weeks before I actually started working, I managed to cut my sub dose down from 8mg (with some additional suboxone either IVed or snorted many days... stupid, I know) to 2mg, taken sublingual with no cheating. This essentially brings us to where I reside now.
This job is a WAY better job then I should probably have given my age and experience, and I so don't want to loose it over some stupid withdrawals... but I am determined to get off of this shit none-the-less.
Here is my plan (to taper from 2mg to 0mg)... I only have 2mg pills, as we don't have strips here:
- Buy a digital scale, accurate to a single milligram.
- Weigh out a single 2mg suboxone pill.
- Each day, take 1mg less of my pill.
- If withdrawals start to show, stay at current dose for a week.
- Continue to zero milligrams.
Does this sound plausible? Say the pill weighs 200mg... That would mean that over a 200 day period, I would take 200mg, 199mg, 198, etc.. until zero. If I follow this program, what sort of withdrawals would I be looking at? Surely any withdrawal I experience would have to be very minimal, correct? The only thing I could see throwing this off would be the inconsistent absorption % of sublingual administration, and I am considering switching to another RoA that is more consistent (but not I.V). I understand that sublingual is best for addictive tendencies, but when the amount you absorb varies day to day, it's not very practical for precision dosing...
I would really, really, REALLY appreciate ANY advice that anyone has on this topic... I really want to be successful with this, while not calling in sick for work (which i can't really afford to at this point anyway). Thanks in advance!
PS. Just realized: I already have the scale, as my father is a jeweler... it's a very accurate one.
Here's the rundown:
Went to rehab last fall, and was prescribed 2mg suboxone. Like an idiot, I abused it for the first two months or so, as - I was actually opiate free when I started it - I found I was getting high as a kite on it. Over the next few months following rehab, I got my suboxone dose increased to 8mg gradually. All this time, I somehow got my family doctor to just prescribe it to me (30 days at once), since the stupid methadone and suboxone treatment centers do not work with people who have 9 - 5 jobs... living in Canada, I understand it's not common to have your family doc write you month long scripts for sub.
Two months ago, I landed my first full-time job since I graduated university (last summer immediately before rehab). In the few weeks before I actually started working, I managed to cut my sub dose down from 8mg (with some additional suboxone either IVed or snorted many days... stupid, I know) to 2mg, taken sublingual with no cheating. This essentially brings us to where I reside now.
This job is a WAY better job then I should probably have given my age and experience, and I so don't want to loose it over some stupid withdrawals... but I am determined to get off of this shit none-the-less.
Here is my plan (to taper from 2mg to 0mg)... I only have 2mg pills, as we don't have strips here:
- Buy a digital scale, accurate to a single milligram.
- Weigh out a single 2mg suboxone pill.
- Each day, take 1mg less of my pill.
- If withdrawals start to show, stay at current dose for a week.
- Continue to zero milligrams.
Does this sound plausible? Say the pill weighs 200mg... That would mean that over a 200 day period, I would take 200mg, 199mg, 198, etc.. until zero. If I follow this program, what sort of withdrawals would I be looking at? Surely any withdrawal I experience would have to be very minimal, correct? The only thing I could see throwing this off would be the inconsistent absorption % of sublingual administration, and I am considering switching to another RoA that is more consistent (but not I.V). I understand that sublingual is best for addictive tendencies, but when the amount you absorb varies day to day, it's not very practical for precision dosing...
I would really, really, REALLY appreciate ANY advice that anyone has on this topic... I really want to be successful with this, while not calling in sick for work (which i can't really afford to at this point anyway). Thanks in advance!
PS. Just realized: I already have the scale, as my father is a jeweler... it's a very accurate one.