Thanks guys for the heads up. I agree with the subs idea, but they are SO much more expensive. Also, the Dihydrocodeins are hard to find in that quantity. I'm sure if I had access to that kind of script in the US I would be scripted something much better. Also, I don't want to take any more fillers/acetaminophen as my liver count is off the chart from eating so many pills. Even though I CWE, a lot isn't filtered through due to my lack of patience. Does anyone have any info on the cost of Sub/Bups? I looked at some clinics and the cost was exorbitant without insurance, and since I'm returning stateside I thought I would take methadone for a few weeks/months until I get a secure job and then try to ween off that way.
I know it's a bitch to come off, but am pretty sure if I don't do this I'll be back to injecting a few grams a day and I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of the shots, the pills, the patches, the CWE, the counting my money in tens, the way I wake up every morning and say not today; then get so sick i say I'll taper starting tomorrow and on and on.... Sorry to bitch, and I'm sure I'll be back at it when I return to the states, but I wanted to get some different points of view from those of you who've tried methadone and gone through a taper. I'm trying to stick to my taper now, but with percs and the occasional stick here and there.
i'd really appreciate some personal accounts of methadone tapering from a 200mg/day habit. If I can get that down to say 50mg by the time I'm home I'm thinking it will take about 12-16 weeks for the taper. Any thoughts and suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Thanks again everyone.