OK, so I'm not thinking about entirely quitting. At the moment I smoke every day. Granted only a cone or two, but still, the habit is there.
ONE PROB - ALL my friends smoke. Not one, not two, ALL!! I can't get away from it. I live in a country town and there's not much else to do :-/
So anyway, I dont want to do the cold turkey thing. I'm fine with smoking pot BUT I am noticing it affecting my motivation levels.. this being my final year, I can't afford to have it affect my work. So i thought, ok, no smoking on school nights (or on the weekends when i have work to do - basically, no smoking until work is done)
This was my rule last year, I wasn't allowed a smoke until after all my work was done. It suited me well, but lately I've noticed feeling heaps better in the mornings, less foggy etc etc if I dont smoke after say 6 or 7pm.. So i figure, no smoking on school nights is a good idea.
The sleeping thing has me worried
I'm not sure if I'd rather feel dead tired in the morning from having a shyte night's sleep, or feel slightly foggy but at least awake.
I know what I have to do.. and at least I can take solace in being able to smoke on Thursday, Friday and Saturday nights
I guess it wont be too hard. I think I'm just freaked out because today was only the first day and I don't have any text books or readings yest, so there's not really anything I can do..
maybe I'll just have one last cone...
hehehe
[This message has been edited by mona (edited 19 February 2001).]