I am an addict with nothing more to live for

It started like this. 'Hey,' a friend whispered seductively. 'Have you checked this out yet?'
I looked. 'No.. I've never even heard of it,' I murmured. 'What is it?'
'Try it,' she smiled. 'You won't regret it. You'll have the time of your life.'
I hesitated. 'Come on,' she urged. 'Just give it a go. I promise you'll like it. And if you don't, well, you never have to do it again.'
'Oh.. alright,' I said nervously, and I took what she offered.
She was right.. I liked it. I liked it a lot.
Next time the opportunity arose, I leapt at the chance. This time I liked it even more. Pretty soon, I was a regular to the scene. Now I do it almost every single day.
It's started taking over my life. I can't work, I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about it. If I can't get to it I get anxious. What if I'm missing out on a good time everyone else is having? What if something happens and I'm not there?
I know I need help. I love it so much I almost hate it. Does anybody else feel this way? Am I alone in my addiction?
Does anyone else spend all day checking the message boards for the latest post? Does anyone else feel the incessant need to click, click, click?
AAAAAAAAGHHHHH!!!!!!
Damn you Bluelight. Damn you to hell!

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~trouble
(with a pop-o-matic bubble)

hehhehehe very clever post...had me sucked in

Check my post total trouble, I know what you mean
Is there some kind of 12-point plan to help us?

The "refresh" button on my browser at work is starting to wear out.
I may have to replace it soon!

hahahahhahaha Trouble. i'm soooo with you man. how much do i understand? well, it's midday, and i've just got home form the night before, and i'm going out again tonight. i'm dead tired, ready to drop, and yet, i had to boot up my computer, connect to the net, (to check my e-mail, mind you ) oh, "and i'd better check if there's something new on Bluelight" LOL. nice thread, i'm predicting a fair few replies from addicted bluelighters across the country.

You have got what is called tunnel vision.
When you have tunnel vision nothing else matters, and I mean absolutely NOTHING!!!!!!
Don't worry I was thinking about setting up a site called BA (Bluelighters Anonymous). It's for BLters that have tunnel vision, and who are in need of some serious help .

my name is yaytima and i am a Bluelightaholic

you'll get over it.
mind you, I'm still here...everyday...after 16 months. I'm just too lazy to post much anymore.
great post btw
[This message has been edited by miss apple (edited 02 December 2000).]

Hmm, I'm disappointed Trouble, you havn't replied to your own thread yet... I don't know if I can allow you to remain in the ranks of the Bluelight Addicted... Of 'course I can't do anything to you so my opinion doesn't mean all that much

Yeah I can fully relate to that. Although I don't post a lot I seem to spend half my waking life at Bluelight (not that theres anything wrong witht that) !!
I can't go a day without logging onto the net and checking out the latest posts in Bluelight. But then again if I wasn't reading Bluelight posts I'd be looking at porn, so maybe its not too bad

I've been shackled to a dungeon wall all weekend with Bluelight up on the PC in front of me and electric shocks being administered any time my eyes stray to the screen. Damn aversion therapy!
I will beat this problem. I will!
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~trouble
(with a pop-o-matic bubble)

You know you're addicted when you go on BL at least 3 or 4 times a day.

Shit.
What are you if you check it 10+ times a day???
Apart from REALLY bored???

Looks like I need to hurry up with the BA board.
Dan go see a shrink
Things to do to help your BL addiction.
1: If ever you feel the urge to go on BL for the 8th time that day get someone to drag you away from the computer.
2: If they can't then go on Yahoo chat.
3: If that still doesn't work then try RDC and just post utter crap there.
4: and if you're still twiddling your thumbs then whatever you do don't post in the Aus forums. Post in BL social. They don't know who you are .
[This message has been edited by pekkie (edited 04 December 2000).]

I wanna know where that thread has gone which said what you were depending on how many posts you've made... I thing it was Mr. Horse who posted it, and I'm pretty sure 1000+ posts and you're a crackwhore... could be wrong tho
Another question... What are you if you dial up and connect, then disconnect after an hour or two of bluelight, then after sitting around twidling your thumbs for a few minutes, you log back on again...
Not me of course, I wouldn't waste phone calls like that, I'd just leave it connected

thats rite Tars. i just leave it online 24/7.

Ahhhhh Ghost so that's why you're always on ICQ

But she's actually always there too
Try it, wake up at around 2am some weeknight and msg Ghost on ICQ, and she'll respond, guaranteed or your money back! What money you might ask? ...Exactly!

teehee...
im actually a computer-nerd, wat can i say?

I already know that. Half the time I'm here at 2am, but not tonight.