I have a 75mcg/hr fentanyl patch. Other than codeine it's all I have for the next 12 hours. 12 hours sounds like nothing but I am already 28 hours into withdrawal an I am desperate and sick enough to take risks. Plus: I have a minor heart condition. I'm 23 years old and from the ages of 11 to 22 I had a severe eating disorder. I tended to alternate between months of bulimia followed by months of anorexia and vice versa in a never-ending series of hell ("bulimarexia" it's nicknamed ). It's been almost 7 months since I went to rehab (same time was I was treated for alcohol dependence) and weight is normal (well I'm 110lb at 5"6, but I WAS 78lb so I'm vastly improved). Because of that I have a heart murmur.
So while opiate withdrawal is no where near as commonly fatal of withdrawing from alcohol or benzos, it IS life-threatening for me due to the tachycardia and hypertension.
I have tried cutting off 1/16th of the patch and sticking it to my cheek inside my mouth for buccal absorption and tried just sucking/chewing on another.
Either it didn't work or the amount was too small because I didn't really feel it (I have a high tolerance at 200-300mg oxycodone a day).
Would sticking the interfered-with path on my arm cause fatal dose-dumpin? Would it even be fatal with my tolerance?
Would sticking some beaneath my tongue for sublingual absorbtion help? Or just sucking the patch?
Sorry this is my second similar post and please go easy on me mods. This IS life-or-death. Plus I do suffer legit severe chronic pain and I'm in agony.
Because of my history of alcohol addiction, my GP told me if I'm ever caught abusin my pain meds or running out too quickly, they'll cut me off. So visiting the emergency room is a no-no.
Please no lectures, almost all of us are here due to substance abuse, right?
So while opiate withdrawal is no where near as commonly fatal of withdrawing from alcohol or benzos, it IS life-threatening for me due to the tachycardia and hypertension.
I have tried cutting off 1/16th of the patch and sticking it to my cheek inside my mouth for buccal absorption and tried just sucking/chewing on another.
Either it didn't work or the amount was too small because I didn't really feel it (I have a high tolerance at 200-300mg oxycodone a day).
Would sticking the interfered-with path on my arm cause fatal dose-dumpin? Would it even be fatal with my tolerance?
Would sticking some beaneath my tongue for sublingual absorbtion help? Or just sucking the patch?
Sorry this is my second similar post and please go easy on me mods. This IS life-or-death. Plus I do suffer legit severe chronic pain and I'm in agony.
Because of my history of alcohol addiction, my GP told me if I'm ever caught abusin my pain meds or running out too quickly, they'll cut me off. So visiting the emergency room is a no-no.
Please no lectures, almost all of us are here due to substance abuse, right?
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