Hello everyone!
I'm confused and don't know what to think. I hope you guys can give me some advice.
I have been in treatment for depression for over a year now and no antidepressant (celexa,remeron,bupropion,valdoxan) worked for me.
The psychiatrist then said I should try ritalin because I also have concentration issues.
I asked him if ritalin could not make my anxiety worse and if it would not be like adding fuel to the fire and he said no.
I then wanted to get a second opinion and went to another psychiatrist and he warned me and told me that ritalin would make anxiety worse
and that there are studies which show that ritalin even causes depression in people who have been on it!
He said that the brain always adapts to drugs and when you stop taking it then you'll experience a lack!
What also scares me is that he said that when the brain is used to ritalin then
you have to stay on it or otherwise you'll be much less functionable without it. This scares me a lot. I am a university student and I have exams in a few months which are VERY important and at the same time I am damn scared of these exams. I have nightmares of them and even when I think about them I often become afraid.What if I start with ritalin now and take it for months and then for example had to get off it before the exams or could not take it on exam days because of fear? I mean on such days I would already be scared and I dont know if taking ritalin in a situation where you're already scared is
good.
Now I don't know what to think and who to believe. The first psychiarist made it look like it's no big deal at all and as if all my concerns were unfounded. I definitely do not want to get on ritalin if it can make depression worse which would mean that I'd basically depend on it and couldn't stop taking it if I wanted
to. I am already very depressed and getting even more depressed would be dangerous.
What do you think who should I listen to? Is ritalin dangerous for depressed people? Is the second psychiatrist right? I am scared of making the wrong decision and then ending up worse.
I have also already tried ritalin. I have a time-released ritalin which releases 50% instantly and 50% later.
My highest single dose so far was 15mg which equals 7,5mg instantly released ritalin. I didn't feel anything!
Does this mean that ritalin is simply not for me even if I should have ADD, which also isn't really clear?
I really don't want to have to move up to really high doses like 60mg ritalin/day cause I imagine that taking high doses will also increase the risk of side effects and also dependency of the brain.
I was hoping that maybe 5mg would cut it for me cause some people say even 5mg are enough for them.
I also don't really know what to look for. How can you tell if ritalin is doing anything if you're not hyperactive?
I'm confused and don't know what to think. I hope you guys can give me some advice.
I have been in treatment for depression for over a year now and no antidepressant (celexa,remeron,bupropion,valdoxan) worked for me.
The psychiatrist then said I should try ritalin because I also have concentration issues.
I asked him if ritalin could not make my anxiety worse and if it would not be like adding fuel to the fire and he said no.
I then wanted to get a second opinion and went to another psychiatrist and he warned me and told me that ritalin would make anxiety worse
and that there are studies which show that ritalin even causes depression in people who have been on it!
He said that the brain always adapts to drugs and when you stop taking it then you'll experience a lack!
What also scares me is that he said that when the brain is used to ritalin then
you have to stay on it or otherwise you'll be much less functionable without it. This scares me a lot. I am a university student and I have exams in a few months which are VERY important and at the same time I am damn scared of these exams. I have nightmares of them and even when I think about them I often become afraid.What if I start with ritalin now and take it for months and then for example had to get off it before the exams or could not take it on exam days because of fear? I mean on such days I would already be scared and I dont know if taking ritalin in a situation where you're already scared is
good.
Now I don't know what to think and who to believe. The first psychiarist made it look like it's no big deal at all and as if all my concerns were unfounded. I definitely do not want to get on ritalin if it can make depression worse which would mean that I'd basically depend on it and couldn't stop taking it if I wanted
to. I am already very depressed and getting even more depressed would be dangerous.
What do you think who should I listen to? Is ritalin dangerous for depressed people? Is the second psychiatrist right? I am scared of making the wrong decision and then ending up worse.
I have also already tried ritalin. I have a time-released ritalin which releases 50% instantly and 50% later.
My highest single dose so far was 15mg which equals 7,5mg instantly released ritalin. I didn't feel anything!
Does this mean that ritalin is simply not for me even if I should have ADD, which also isn't really clear?
I really don't want to have to move up to really high doses like 60mg ritalin/day cause I imagine that taking high doses will also increase the risk of side effects and also dependency of the brain.
I was hoping that maybe 5mg would cut it for me cause some people say even 5mg are enough for them.
I also don't really know what to look for. How can you tell if ritalin is doing anything if you're not hyperactive?