RhythmSpring
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So I asked this girl to give me a massage. She's very good, but she applies a *lot* of pressure and moves swiftly. I'm a very skinny guy (112lb @ 5ft 10) I don't have a lot "padding" on me. My back and shoulders are sore but feel great.
But when she got to my neck, she was quite hard. She moved up and down the sides of the back of my neck, which kind of hurt but also felt good, so I didn't say anything. Then she started massaging the area where the back of the neck meets the base of the skull, which hurt a LOT. There was a point when she was in there that I noticed that I lost consciousness for a brief second.
After that moment, I felt dull. Not like myself. Normally I feel sharp, like with a piercing gaze and a piercing awareness of things around me. Now, I feel kind of brain-dead. I keep internally expecting certain kinds of emotions and thoughts that normally come up, but they just aren't. It's very scary. I feel like I'm not actually seeing the things that I'm looking at, if that makes sense. Subjectively I feel that "inner movement" has been slowed.
I went to bed, hoping that I just needed sleep and perhaps the weed (applied topically through coconut oil at 7pm) to wear off. I woke up this morning and the back of the neck still hurts, and I still feel the same amount of dull. The focus that I've had for a long time just isn't there.
WTF happened??? This is really scary!!! I'm going to see a doctor about this, and talk to her about this, but in the meantime I need someone who knows a little bit of neck anatomy to chime in...
I really don't feel right.
But when she got to my neck, she was quite hard. She moved up and down the sides of the back of my neck, which kind of hurt but also felt good, so I didn't say anything. Then she started massaging the area where the back of the neck meets the base of the skull, which hurt a LOT. There was a point when she was in there that I noticed that I lost consciousness for a brief second.
After that moment, I felt dull. Not like myself. Normally I feel sharp, like with a piercing gaze and a piercing awareness of things around me. Now, I feel kind of brain-dead. I keep internally expecting certain kinds of emotions and thoughts that normally come up, but they just aren't. It's very scary. I feel like I'm not actually seeing the things that I'm looking at, if that makes sense. Subjectively I feel that "inner movement" has been slowed.
I went to bed, hoping that I just needed sleep and perhaps the weed (applied topically through coconut oil at 7pm) to wear off. I woke up this morning and the back of the neck still hurts, and I still feel the same amount of dull. The focus that I've had for a long time just isn't there.
WTF happened??? This is really scary!!! I'm going to see a doctor about this, and talk to her about this, but in the meantime I need someone who knows a little bit of neck anatomy to chime in...
I really don't feel right.