Tony Williams
Bluelighter
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- Jan 27, 2009
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Alright, that is it - I'm off the gear and IVing to repair myself and heal. Ok 2-3 days ago I shot in the elbow (not the normal place a smaller vein), I had no pins but green tips (which are big boys) and regged and kept slipping it about till it was in and shot. Noticed the day after or hr's I was unable to move my left arm/wrist (LEFT was where I went) and there was two big bruses either side. Ok now it's alot better but my left arm, wrist is still abit dead. I am only worried if there's a clot there and it travels to my heart, arties, brain? or maybe it was just me being wreckless and smashed the vein in (I deserve it - being on stims I get wreckless). I am now stable back on bupe and intend to stay that way.
I ideally don't wanna see my doc or any docs and be told how stupid you are and a low lifee scumbag but I could talk with my keyworker she's sound (as a pound). I know that docs are there to help and know what is best, was not putting them down.
Also I will inc photos - any way to help track marks along with time and no-iving? I wash my arms with 3% FG Hydrogen Peroxide then some cocoa butter thing which has vit e in.
ps. sorry if my typing is not good it's harder with my left hand.
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http://cla9.qr.ai
^^ PHOTO -WHERE I BLEW MY SMALL VEIN SEEMS TO OF HEALED IT'S BRUISE.
Due to stim addiction I notice my skin colour is pale/white, when I should be darker.
I ideally don't wanna see my doc or any docs and be told how stupid you are and a low lifee scumbag but I could talk with my keyworker she's sound (as a pound). I know that docs are there to help and know what is best, was not putting them down.
Also I will inc photos - any way to help track marks along with time and no-iving? I wash my arms with 3% FG Hydrogen Peroxide then some cocoa butter thing which has vit e in.
ps. sorry if my typing is not good it's harder with my left hand.
EDIT*******
http://cla9.qr.ai
^^ PHOTO -WHERE I BLEW MY SMALL VEIN SEEMS TO OF HEALED IT'S BRUISE.
Due to stim addiction I notice my skin colour is pale/white, when I should be darker.
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