white_magic
Bluelighter
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- May 20, 2008
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I have recently been thinking of acquiring 1 gram of amphetamine. It's supposed to be of pretty good quality. I do have some worries and considerations, though.
1) For one, I absolutely love stimulants. I can't say I've ever really abused them, but I have done my share of mdma, cocaine, and prescribed ADD medications (in non-heroic doses, so far!!). I have never had 'speed', though. I feel much better about acquiring amphetamine instead of methamphetamine, because I heard that meth is neurotoxic and that amphetamine is much safer.
2) I have already done amphetamine. It was mostly Adderall XR, but also Adderall instant release. The most instant release Adderall I have done at once was 15mg (with booster amounts through the night). So I have never actually binged on amphetamine.. yet. Nor am I sure I want to. I plan to get a milligram scale, obviously, because eyeballing a powder like this is ridiculous. Also, I plan to get some Valium to help with possible crashes.
3) I love stimulants so much.. I like taking them to get schoolwork and chores done, as well as to stay up longer on party nights (especially to be able to drink more). To me, amphetamine (so far just in pill form) seems kind of like the wonder drug. But if I use it both recreationally and for functionality purposes (at work and for schoolwork), then surely its magic will diminish quickly, won't it? Not to mention the addiction potential..
I really don't want to do something very stupid here. So I come to you Bluelight, to the many here who have a lot of experience with stimulant use. I don't think I have a particularly addictive personality. I have never spent all my money on coke, for example, despite availability. I thinK I can use amphetamine responsibly. Also, I'm in the process of applying for ADD medications through my school. But that may not come through, and if it does, it may still take many months for it to happen (that's the bureaucracy for you..).
In any case, please advise!
1) For one, I absolutely love stimulants. I can't say I've ever really abused them, but I have done my share of mdma, cocaine, and prescribed ADD medications (in non-heroic doses, so far!!). I have never had 'speed', though. I feel much better about acquiring amphetamine instead of methamphetamine, because I heard that meth is neurotoxic and that amphetamine is much safer.
2) I have already done amphetamine. It was mostly Adderall XR, but also Adderall instant release. The most instant release Adderall I have done at once was 15mg (with booster amounts through the night). So I have never actually binged on amphetamine.. yet. Nor am I sure I want to. I plan to get a milligram scale, obviously, because eyeballing a powder like this is ridiculous. Also, I plan to get some Valium to help with possible crashes.
3) I love stimulants so much.. I like taking them to get schoolwork and chores done, as well as to stay up longer on party nights (especially to be able to drink more). To me, amphetamine (so far just in pill form) seems kind of like the wonder drug. But if I use it both recreationally and for functionality purposes (at work and for schoolwork), then surely its magic will diminish quickly, won't it? Not to mention the addiction potential..
I really don't want to do something very stupid here. So I come to you Bluelight, to the many here who have a lot of experience with stimulant use. I don't think I have a particularly addictive personality. I have never spent all my money on coke, for example, despite availability. I thinK I can use amphetamine responsibly. Also, I'm in the process of applying for ADD medications through my school. But that may not come through, and if it does, it may still take many months for it to happen (that's the bureaucracy for you..).
In any case, please advise!