For the last 10 days or so I went on benzo binge to quit a 17 yr cigarette old smoking habit because due to finances I am absolutely boned. The good news: I haven't smoked a cig in 10 days. The bad: I got a bit out of control with the benzos and need some guidance and I need it fast.
Essentially it went like this
Day 1: 30 mg Valium to get some in my system for the big quit. (30 total)
Day 2: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 3: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 4: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 5: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 6: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 7: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 8: 30 mg Valium morning. 3 mg Klonopin at night somehow? This is where my mind gets weird of course. No idea how the fuck this day happened. I was probably like yeaaa right on dude.
Day 9: 2 MG Klonopin morning and night (4 MG total)
Day 10: 3 MG Klonopin spaced about 4 hrs apart for 3 MG total. (This is today)
Now the problem.... I have 3 MG Klonopin left. No idea where to go.. connect is out... doc is out... ER is out. Don't you love the things you do on high doses of benzos and just grin about it? Til later? I have moderate benzo tolerance. I just need to know the best course of action and am I in seizure danger range etc.... I can handle a few bad days, but not much else right now. I might be able to get a couple days of herb, but that's about it. What is the best way to spread these final 3 MG?
Above all I need peace of mind as much as possible if any kind souls are out there with similar experiences. I had good intentions with cigs. I am a recovering addict. I wanted it to go about twice as well as this... If I can stay off cigs now I am happy, but I don't want to lose my sanity all week with irrational worries on top of it..
Any help appreciated. Thanks BL. Also any time frame on my brain recalibrating from the abuse?
Essentially it went like this
Day 1: 30 mg Valium to get some in my system for the big quit. (30 total)
Day 2: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 3: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 4: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 5: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 6: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 7: 20 mg Valium morning and night. (40 total)
Day 8: 30 mg Valium morning. 3 mg Klonopin at night somehow? This is where my mind gets weird of course. No idea how the fuck this day happened. I was probably like yeaaa right on dude.
Day 9: 2 MG Klonopin morning and night (4 MG total)
Day 10: 3 MG Klonopin spaced about 4 hrs apart for 3 MG total. (This is today)
Now the problem.... I have 3 MG Klonopin left. No idea where to go.. connect is out... doc is out... ER is out. Don't you love the things you do on high doses of benzos and just grin about it? Til later? I have moderate benzo tolerance. I just need to know the best course of action and am I in seizure danger range etc.... I can handle a few bad days, but not much else right now. I might be able to get a couple days of herb, but that's about it. What is the best way to spread these final 3 MG?
Above all I need peace of mind as much as possible if any kind souls are out there with similar experiences. I had good intentions with cigs. I am a recovering addict. I wanted it to go about twice as well as this... If I can stay off cigs now I am happy, but I don't want to lose my sanity all week with irrational worries on top of it..
Any help appreciated. Thanks BL. Also any time frame on my brain recalibrating from the abuse?