thelonging
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- Jun 13, 2011
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Hey there, I'd like to be as quick as possible with this, if there are any questions anyone who'd like to help want to ask, feel free.
I've been addicted to Kratom for 95% of the last two years, only ever quitting for a few weeks to a month at a time, and only doing so a few times over the last two years. I only ever quit because I was out of money. Well, I finally have come to terms that it has affected my life for worse and I really just want to be *happy* again. Not so stagnant. Nothing is inspiring anymore. I look forward to nothing except a foul-tasting tea. Well, I ordered some phenibut a little over a month ago because I was prepping to quit the kratom. What instead happened was I ended up using both, got cold feet with quitting kratom. So I think I've been doing a little less than 1 gram of phenibut a day for the last 35 days, and I have a pretty hefty kratom leaf habit. I WANT to quit kratom now. But I have the phenibut in the mix too, and I don't know which to quit first! And I'm running low on both. I didn't even know phenibut had addictive potential when I bought it, but noticed the euphoric feeling was diminishing and then my sleep was getting seriously disrupted, and I have just a generally more "weird" feeling day to day. Kratom really doesn't make me feel good at all, and I feel like this is even more because of the phenibut. So what should I do?
The weirdest thing was, one day when I had only had a sliver of my usual dose of kratom, one that should see withdrawals soon after, I actually felt pretty good all night. Almost normal. This was because I had taken phenibut without kratom (basically). So part of me thinks I should just get more phenibut, use basically the same dose I have been while I quit kratom, and then wean off of phenibut with some kava. That or admit myself into a detox facility, because I am just completely sick of messing with this. I just want a normal life with a normal brain again. If anyone can give me advice I would really, really, really appreciate it. And I apologize for my linear-sloppy train of thought. Thanks a lot guys.
I've been addicted to Kratom for 95% of the last two years, only ever quitting for a few weeks to a month at a time, and only doing so a few times over the last two years. I only ever quit because I was out of money. Well, I finally have come to terms that it has affected my life for worse and I really just want to be *happy* again. Not so stagnant. Nothing is inspiring anymore. I look forward to nothing except a foul-tasting tea. Well, I ordered some phenibut a little over a month ago because I was prepping to quit the kratom. What instead happened was I ended up using both, got cold feet with quitting kratom. So I think I've been doing a little less than 1 gram of phenibut a day for the last 35 days, and I have a pretty hefty kratom leaf habit. I WANT to quit kratom now. But I have the phenibut in the mix too, and I don't know which to quit first! And I'm running low on both. I didn't even know phenibut had addictive potential when I bought it, but noticed the euphoric feeling was diminishing and then my sleep was getting seriously disrupted, and I have just a generally more "weird" feeling day to day. Kratom really doesn't make me feel good at all, and I feel like this is even more because of the phenibut. So what should I do?
The weirdest thing was, one day when I had only had a sliver of my usual dose of kratom, one that should see withdrawals soon after, I actually felt pretty good all night. Almost normal. This was because I had taken phenibut without kratom (basically). So part of me thinks I should just get more phenibut, use basically the same dose I have been while I quit kratom, and then wean off of phenibut with some kava. That or admit myself into a detox facility, because I am just completely sick of messing with this. I just want a normal life with a normal brain again. If anyone can give me advice I would really, really, really appreciate it. And I apologize for my linear-sloppy train of thought. Thanks a lot guys.