Chaos Butterfly
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ok, here is the story from me about last night at a party...
started off just fine, was celebrating 3 months without any substances, and was up in newcastle for the party. started having a few beers and just generally enjoying myself.
then i found out that there were shrooms available and that piqued my interest, as even though i have given up drugs, i had never tried shrooms and i am always open to new experiences... so at the after party i consumed said shrooms and started having a great time.
now as knowledgable as i am about many things drug related, shrooms are one of those that i know little to nothing about... but i was dead set on having a new experience, so my inexperience didn't hold me back. i went up on the balcony to have a better look at the set up, and it was amazing, the visuals i was getting were amazing, but then everything started going wrong.
first of all it seemed to me that i was starting to have a slight allergic reaction to the shrooms, which wasn't too bad, as i have been dealing with allergies my whole life, but it did make me a little sketchy. then everything started getting really really intense, the visuals were fantastic, but i couldn't comprehend anything... i couldn't tell if anyone was talking to me, so i was sitting in a chair experiencing everything.
i am not too sure what happened next, but i know i did pass out, and in the process twisted my knee
and at this point everyone got very worried, which was a good thing, and the amount of help that i received was fantastic, but people were asking me questions, and all i could say was that i didn't understand anything, and i needed to sleep and i needed to get warm... and i started to panic a bit, because i had not experienced this before and i was just a seething mass of confusion...
i was taken out to a car, and here i started getting really bad... i knew that i needed to sleep, but i didn't know if it was going to be ok if i went to sleep, so i couldn't relax, because i thought that i would stop breathing... it was pretty scary and very very intense, but there were people there who were taking care of me, and not letting anything get out of hand.
the biggest problem that i had that night was that there wasn't anyone there (as far as i know) that had had lots of experience with shrooms, and i do know that especially for your first time you NEED a trip sitter, so it was all very intense and very scary, but all in all i don't think that i was in any danger, except in my mind, and i am feeling fine now, except for being a bit tired.
so the moral of this story is don't fuck around with stuff that you don't know anything about without other experienced people there!! and also don't mix shrooms with copious quantities of alcohol... not a good look, and it's probably better not to have your first experience in an unfamiliar place where you aren't completely comfortable...
i was stupid and i know that, i just don't want anyone else to do the same thing.
big thanks to all the people who helped me throughout the course of the night, and sorry for giving you guys any unnecessary worry, i hope i didn't spoil anything for anyone...
have fun, play safe CB
[ Edit: removed references to the location ]
[ 10 August 2002: Message edited by: Pleonastic ]
started off just fine, was celebrating 3 months without any substances, and was up in newcastle for the party. started having a few beers and just generally enjoying myself.
then i found out that there were shrooms available and that piqued my interest, as even though i have given up drugs, i had never tried shrooms and i am always open to new experiences... so at the after party i consumed said shrooms and started having a great time.
now as knowledgable as i am about many things drug related, shrooms are one of those that i know little to nothing about... but i was dead set on having a new experience, so my inexperience didn't hold me back. i went up on the balcony to have a better look at the set up, and it was amazing, the visuals i was getting were amazing, but then everything started going wrong.
first of all it seemed to me that i was starting to have a slight allergic reaction to the shrooms, which wasn't too bad, as i have been dealing with allergies my whole life, but it did make me a little sketchy. then everything started getting really really intense, the visuals were fantastic, but i couldn't comprehend anything... i couldn't tell if anyone was talking to me, so i was sitting in a chair experiencing everything.
i am not too sure what happened next, but i know i did pass out, and in the process twisted my knee
and at this point everyone got very worried, which was a good thing, and the amount of help that i received was fantastic, but people were asking me questions, and all i could say was that i didn't understand anything, and i needed to sleep and i needed to get warm... and i started to panic a bit, because i had not experienced this before and i was just a seething mass of confusion...i was taken out to a car, and here i started getting really bad... i knew that i needed to sleep, but i didn't know if it was going to be ok if i went to sleep, so i couldn't relax, because i thought that i would stop breathing... it was pretty scary and very very intense, but there were people there who were taking care of me, and not letting anything get out of hand.
the biggest problem that i had that night was that there wasn't anyone there (as far as i know) that had had lots of experience with shrooms, and i do know that especially for your first time you NEED a trip sitter, so it was all very intense and very scary, but all in all i don't think that i was in any danger, except in my mind, and i am feeling fine now, except for being a bit tired.
so the moral of this story is don't fuck around with stuff that you don't know anything about without other experienced people there!! and also don't mix shrooms with copious quantities of alcohol... not a good look, and it's probably better not to have your first experience in an unfamiliar place where you aren't completely comfortable...
i was stupid and i know that, i just don't want anyone else to do the same thing.
big thanks to all the people who helped me throughout the course of the night, and sorry for giving you guys any unnecessary worry, i hope i didn't spoil anything for anyone...
have fun, play safe CB
[ Edit: removed references to the location ]
[ 10 August 2002: Message edited by: Pleonastic ]
