i had a hyper manic episode after a night out on drugs. I had taken a pink dolphin whilst i was in a filthy mood and it made me even worse. I was cuttin sick at my friends for no reason. Anyway by the time the morning came i had two red bulls to get me goin. not only did it get me goin but it felt like i couldnt come down. i started talkin real weird shit for like 3 weeks and it felt like i was on e constantly. At school i would have mad fucken rushes up my body and down people just didnt understand. They would laugh at my sensations which of course made it worse for me.
Now i was taken to hospital and put on sodium valporate and pericayzine this calmed me down but now after having that experience well over two years ago i believe that having these drugs prescribed to me would of been no different to if i had of slept or eaten properly. Problem was though i thought at the time i was king of the world. Dont know why but thought i could read peoples thoughts weird huh. anyway now i look back and think how the fuck did i get into that state of mind? Everything seemed to be so fun. Can anyone give me a decent explanation of this phenomenon? I mean doctors are good but sometimes you just cant trust them because they are looking to make money off you. Eg i was kept in there 2 weeks more than i should of at one thousand bucks a day, and even a year later i had my doctor sayin he felt i was a bit revved up i mean i felt more happy than i had for a long time thats why sometimes i wont trust their judgement.
Now since then i have probably had more drugs than then but still am normal and cant see myself gettin back into that state of mind.
Does anyone know if these kind of tablets psychiatrists prescribe can be found in normal food. Eg are they just supplementing your diet?
and do they recieve money from prescribing drugs to the patient? or has anyone else felt like this bvefore or been called hyper manic?
My doctor even said it just could be in my personality i mean if it was what a fucken waste of money! and my time!
also i must add when smokin weed whilst feelin like the king i would start talkin and my brain would start racin and i couldnt catch up with myself fucken scary if youve had this happen, I thought i was goin to die so i stepped back took a deep breath and went to my friend what the fucks happening? then again maybe just could of been stress doubt it science needs to explore these frontiers more clearly as to give everyone a better understanding of the other side
[ 25 July 2002: Message edited by: aceishigh ]
Now i was taken to hospital and put on sodium valporate and pericayzine this calmed me down but now after having that experience well over two years ago i believe that having these drugs prescribed to me would of been no different to if i had of slept or eaten properly. Problem was though i thought at the time i was king of the world. Dont know why but thought i could read peoples thoughts weird huh. anyway now i look back and think how the fuck did i get into that state of mind? Everything seemed to be so fun. Can anyone give me a decent explanation of this phenomenon? I mean doctors are good but sometimes you just cant trust them because they are looking to make money off you. Eg i was kept in there 2 weeks more than i should of at one thousand bucks a day, and even a year later i had my doctor sayin he felt i was a bit revved up i mean i felt more happy than i had for a long time thats why sometimes i wont trust their judgement.
Now since then i have probably had more drugs than then but still am normal and cant see myself gettin back into that state of mind.
Does anyone know if these kind of tablets psychiatrists prescribe can be found in normal food. Eg are they just supplementing your diet?
and do they recieve money from prescribing drugs to the patient? or has anyone else felt like this bvefore or been called hyper manic?
My doctor even said it just could be in my personality i mean if it was what a fucken waste of money! and my time!
also i must add when smokin weed whilst feelin like the king i would start talkin and my brain would start racin and i couldnt catch up with myself fucken scary if youve had this happen, I thought i was goin to die so i stepped back took a deep breath and went to my friend what the fucks happening? then again maybe just could of been stress doubt it science needs to explore these frontiers more clearly as to give everyone a better understanding of the other side
[ 25 July 2002: Message edited by: aceishigh ]