FKDUPONXTC
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 14, 2002
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- 11
hey guys,
this is my first post on bluelight so i would like to say that its a fucking fantastic site and that its helped me make certain decisions with my drug use.
now i have a problem and i would like some help with it.
after i taker drugs and anywhere up to 5 days after use i have out of body experiences and i astral travel. this is out of my control and i try to do all i can to not bring it on. they are quite violent experiences where i am being belted and have no control of the situation. sometimes i meet with death and it fucking freaky ;/ i am being told horrible things and the pain in these travellings are horrific. all i want to do is come back into my body, and when i do i wake up ii have a huge sigh of relief and go back to sleep. its been happening every night recently and now its expected. i usually fall asleep, go for a zoom around the house for an hour and wake and go back to sleep. the more drugs i take the worse it is, but as the days pass it gets less and less realistic and less violent.
i need to know if anyone else experiences this, can i control it and why the hell is it happening.
its gotten to the piont where i dont want to sleep at all
this is my first post on bluelight so i would like to say that its a fucking fantastic site and that its helped me make certain decisions with my drug use.
now i have a problem and i would like some help with it.
after i taker drugs and anywhere up to 5 days after use i have out of body experiences and i astral travel. this is out of my control and i try to do all i can to not bring it on. they are quite violent experiences where i am being belted and have no control of the situation. sometimes i meet with death and it fucking freaky ;/ i am being told horrible things and the pain in these travellings are horrific. all i want to do is come back into my body, and when i do i wake up ii have a huge sigh of relief and go back to sleep. its been happening every night recently and now its expected. i usually fall asleep, go for a zoom around the house for an hour and wake and go back to sleep. the more drugs i take the worse it is, but as the days pass it gets less and less realistic and less violent.
i need to know if anyone else experiences this, can i control it and why the hell is it happening.
its gotten to the piont where i dont want to sleep at all