MDMA is A OK

What is it that makes me sit here late at night when I know I have to work tomorrow? Why is it that all week I am in pain looking foward to the coming weekend? Why is that when I am with my friends of many years all we do is talk about the memories of weekends passed, "remember that time we had the ?'s" "remember those blue lightening bolts!", when we used to sit and talk about sports and chicks? Why is that I feel so passionate to learn all I can about ecstasy and where it comes from, who it comes from? When I went to maybe three classes of economics in years 11 & 12 at high school. Why is it I have forgotten my teenage heroes, the Jordan's and Mourning's of the world, and now instead wonder, who was that genius that came up with the MTV, I wish I could meet them, be friends with them? How come I can be ordered around by a prick of a boss and not get angry at all but when I read about drug bust and the cops hassling people and clubs I wanna go out and perform my own brand of justice?
I can tell you why....the feeling
It's been eight monthes now, and I still get goose bumps when I think about Pete Tong spinnig Pasilda at Mobile Home, and when Sasha spun Xpander. Its been a few days now and a tear still comes to my eye when I remember running up to Cargo and hearing the first track, Live My Life, and every bloody person screaming there heads off with happiness because they knew they were in for the best night of there lifes at Sublime's 5th, and then Nik Fish going absolutely crazy as I sat on the speaker at 8:30 smacked out in a world all by myself, or how about being right in front of Kate Munroe as slaps down Tracey In My Room? Well words cant explain that...
Oops I got a bit off track then, but what I am trying to say is police can do all they want, politicians can make as many stupid laws and taskforces as they want, and parents can not understand for as long as they want. But the fact remains that nothing, absolutely nothing in the world compares to a good night with good friends, music and drugs. Im sorry if that offends some people (probably nobody in this forum) but I dont think I have ever been so in love with anything in my, so to finish I will make a few salutes to some notable people.....
- to the security guards that are trying to be strict but dont even search in your socks, i salute you....thanks
- to the police that I know just wanna stop the destruction of youth, by getting rid of all the disgusting and deadly drugs, i salute you, you will never win, in particular those two very short blonde d's who just keep trying...
- to those people, whoever you are, please dont ever stop, blue lightening bolts, ?'s, MTV's, HQ's, JA's, TP's...I truely do salute you!
And finally to everyone here, and everywhere who gets on it and has the time of your lifes...please keep doing it, without you guys it wouldn't exist. Without you guys it I wouldn't have that feeling...
(Holy crap that was the biggest shit on I have ever seen in my life, what was I thinking posting this...what will people think!)
Thanks for reading guys, please post a reply as I wanna know that I am not alone, in love with the most beautiful creature in the world.....
I'll see ya there, one day.....
$makt

I have definitely and still continue to at times feel the way you do. Nice post. The only bad point is that I've found when I get obsessed about mdma I tend to forget about the little things in life that are so good. That's why I'm on a relatively long break at the moment. Well I plan to be anyway. Also there's the whole issue of loosing the magic. Your post was cool though and you are certainly not alone.

welcome to bluelight.... nice place eh?
watch out for the smack witches though coz it can get nasty! here we try not to describe a feely of "smackiness" unless heroin was involved. it can accidentally add to the misconception that people press heroin in pills! http://www2.bluelight.ru/ubb/Forum32/HTML/000015.html?reload=5
anyway... yeah, its exciting, nicest thing is... it still is.

Ahhh, the good old memories of drugs long worn off!

Amen to that
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But who needs a car, when you've got a pogo stick

nice one!
dont forget though, there are some pretty nice things in life that we sometimes dont fully appreciate.
Take a walk in the park with a close friend/partner. Have a coffee in williamstown then hire a boat and go for a paddle. Go to a classical concert and support the artists who play these amazing forms of music.
Drugs are nice. Mixed with friends and good music its hard to top, but let me tell you, there ARE finer things in life. Things that will last longer than drugs and going out. Just dont lose sight of the bigger picture
horse

here! here!
very accurate description of how MDMA and drugs have affected my life as well. i enjoy it, but i wish that I had a "turn-off" switch after every weekend, so that i could talk and think about normal stuff instead of drugs and partying.
thanks for the insight
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Nice post $makt. Actually reading the first few paragraphs gave me minor tingles. Have fun, stay safe, and remember to keep it all in perspective.

Pills can really asphixiate your life, I know at one point- the months leading up to my europe trip, we did it every weekend (cause we assumed you couldnt do it in europe and the places we were travelling), you could say it is all I thought about, and when we were overseas and couldnt get any pills, it was amazing how much we missed it! Its kinda of sad looking bad on how obsessed we were about pills, yet now I try to have nights that are just as fun on alcohol or go out straight all-together and save the pills for big huge DJ events, i.e Paul Van Dyk @ sounds on sunday-greenwood.(mind blowing!) Appreciating the little things in life is soo important and remembering everything in moderation!

Use 'em, learn from 'em, figure out how to recreate the feeling without 'em.
You are in stage one of your journey, grasshopper... take the good with the bad, and treat every experience as valuable - good and bad.

Pleonastic- i just wanted to tell you I think your answers are very wordly and intelligent, and you seem to really know your stuff! I love hearing your comments cause it really seems to me like you have your feet on the ground! Your last statement couldnt have summed it up more accurately.. Love your work....

$makt... i hear ya man... i hear ya!!
*mad hugz to all*
damn this scene is a good scene...!!!
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the guy who was once
E-u4ria...

*takes a bow*

Please new greenlighters, bow in the presence of Pleonastic. the mighty wise bluelighter
Nice one guys! I have yet to loose the excitement and pleasure of pills after five years. What makes it better for me is the things i have learnt that go hand in hand with drugs (ie: harm minimising, different things to do, friendships etc) And passing these on to those who are coming into the 'scene'
Also, I would like to thank pills for a number of things!
I used to be VERY aggressive and angry at the world,fighting all the time and shit.. now I am not. This change came when I first started taking pills. I look at the world so differently.. positive.
Also my ability to socialise with new people. Used to be..how would you say... Anti social and kinda shy. NOT ANY MORE BABY!
Yes, there are down sides, but I can thank the lord (yes...pleonastic hehe) for my change in personality.. for the better I think!