Jackie Chan
Bluelighter
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- Nov 16, 2010
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I was feeling ok day before yesterday, week before yesterday i didn't smoking weed, and then yesterday I smoked the same amount i usually do. then for the 1st hour and a half i felt great, really happy. but then after that i think i had a panic attack, i could feel my heart beating really really fast, I was having trouble breathing i thought i was having a heart attack or stroke but there was no chest pain or any pain just really anxious and my body felt totally numb and for hours after way more than usual. and then after I still felt slightly high, even today my head felt weird and cloudy like I was slightly high and i felt really anxious today. but it got really bad tonight . i smoked some more weed today, not much though , i know it was stupid feeling the way i was , I know there's nothing physically wrong with me, but I've that weird feeling in my head hasn't gone away and now I'm having a really really awful panic attack. it's like i feel like i'm still stlightly high but i haven't smoked any weed in like 10 hours and its impossible for me to fall sleep
I'm also feeling depressed but the anxiety is way worse than the depression and that feeling in my head that won't go away makes me think this is permanent, i tried burning myself with my lighter to make it go away but it doesnt and its been more than 10 hours since i smoked
I've had depression and anxiety all my life but htis is way worse than anything before and ive felt pretty awful at times before this. some really awful things have happened in my life the past 5 months and i keep thinking about those things and i know things like that will keep happning in the future and thinking that is making everything worse and its impossible to stop thinking it
things have happened in the past months that have destroyed my soul and i know ill never be same again
i know i sound insane but seriously i cant take any of this anymore, and I'm NOT going to kill myself so please don't worry about that.
I just wondering please if anyone felt anything like this, like weird feeling in ur head like ure slightly high even when u havnt done any drugs for the past 10 hours and and unbearable panic attacks , im pretty sure it was trigerred by smoking weed yesterday , what do u do to make it stop , and how long did it last?
i know this seems like some pretty weak shit, but i've felt awful depressed and anxious before but this is totaaly unbearable
I'm also feeling depressed but the anxiety is way worse than the depression and that feeling in my head that won't go away makes me think this is permanent, i tried burning myself with my lighter to make it go away but it doesnt and its been more than 10 hours since i smoked
I've had depression and anxiety all my life but htis is way worse than anything before and ive felt pretty awful at times before this. some really awful things have happened in my life the past 5 months and i keep thinking about those things and i know things like that will keep happning in the future and thinking that is making everything worse and its impossible to stop thinking it
things have happened in the past months that have destroyed my soul and i know ill never be same again
i know i sound insane but seriously i cant take any of this anymore, and I'm NOT going to kill myself so please don't worry about that.
I just wondering please if anyone felt anything like this, like weird feeling in ur head like ure slightly high even when u havnt done any drugs for the past 10 hours and and unbearable panic attacks , im pretty sure it was trigerred by smoking weed yesterday , what do u do to make it stop , and how long did it last?
i know this seems like some pretty weak shit, but i've felt awful depressed and anxious before but this is totaaly unbearable