Thanks for the input. It's not a question i have been asking myself, believe me, i'm having the time of my life getting messy and living the uni lifestyle, BUT my question was with an aim to the future. To quote human traffic roughly "when the comedowns are worse than the night out" and for some people i see, that is definately the case, their whole week is comedown mode, til they can eat some more drugs on the weekend and score a few hours happiness out of that.
I am nowhere near needing to stop now. Shit, i'm only 19 and change, i'm by no means in my 15th year of caning it. But, my question comes from people outside the scene mainly, i mean how do you know when it's time to stop? Drugs are powerful, and can be more controlling and addictive than you think. The amount of people that need pills to feel they "have a good time" is phenomenal.
I was just asking, if you have thought about it, when would be the right time to stop? How do you know? Some answers are when its gone too far - i would hope i would have the capacity and foresight to see if i was going too far or too hard before it got pear shaped.
My girlfriend asked me this. She doesn't do the drugs/raves/48hours with no sleep thing, she's a nurse, and as such has a bit more common sense
haha. She tends to think of the whole kit'n'kaboodle as all together that gets over and done with while you are young and stupid. But, sometimes my drug use if quite removed from the scene (eg intense tripping sessions in the bush, home rolls, etc) and i go straight more and more frequently.
Also age is not an issue, i have a friend who's father is nearing 50 and is the biggest acid fiend you will ever meet. Sure, he has a fucking high tolerance, but he still takes a trip once a month and goes out for a few drinks to giggle his ass off. This guy is a professional, successful, rich, loving family, etc - i see no problems. He doesn't hurt himself or anyone, so all is good. So age is no barrier??
I don't want to get to the point where i've gone too far. Actually, i can't see that point happening - i'm not arrogant, but i think i have too much common sense.
So when do you stop if at all? I mean i wont be wearing phat pants and waving glowsticks when i'm forty five (well god help me if i am), but i think my drug "experimentation" could well be something that lasts a lifetime. Is there a problem with that? Is there certain things you should give drugs up for??
thanks for helping, SS.
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PS - yes bk its in the right forum!!