my first time experience with MDA was the same along with MDMA, i felt all the affects of MDMA. after about 5hrs of consumption i decided i wanted to smoke some weed befor i go to sleep oh and take a shower. i packed a bowl a took some bong rips. for the next 1hr30mins i stood there in my bath room staring at the mirror. music was playing but i didnt know what song was playing and whether it was a new song or not. time no longer existed, the past and the future didnt exists ONLY the present. my mind has never felt so clear. ill try my best to explain it but plz forgive me if it doesnt make sense.
standing there with the light on and door closed. i knew i was in a bathroom. i didnt know why i was in there i just knew i was there in the present moment, there was no need to move not even adjust my weight on my feet, it just felt perfect! i was there starring in the mirror, had no clue what i was looking at(this is wat i mean by blank mind, nothing registers) then slowly i started to question what was infront of me, i first realized that it was a mirror in front of me, i began to realize what a mirror is and waht it dose. a person stood infront of me with the biggest smile, he looked so happy, then it hit me it was me i began to touch my face to really see if it was me. i have no clue how long this took but it didnt matter. it felt like my IQ dropped to 1 but in a good way. i didnt feel stupid or retarded, i was just lost in the moment my mind went to another world a simple world haha
i started to come back to reality and then realized what i was doing, where i was, and who was at my house. i wanted to go to bed but i couldnt unless i took a shower and took another rip(those were the rules of my world at that time)i wasnt able to open the door unless i followed the rules. i dont recall taking a shower but i remember having my hair wet and putting on new clothes. after another smoke i began to TRIP OUT!
i went to my room and attempted to go to sleep. my friend was passed out in my bed. as i closed my eyes i started trip, first thing was i could here every single noise going on in my body esp my stomach, i thought it was really loud and would wake my friend up so i got up and sat at the edge of my bed, all of sudden i was back to how i felt when i was in the bathroom. i sat there for god knows how long with my eyes close going on a ride. after i came back i jumped on my comp to look at visuals. i hear my name being called maybe like every 2 secs. soudns like my friend but i know shes alseep but i keep hearing it and i turn around, her lips arnt moving but i still hear it, i take off my headfones and still yet i hear her voice calling my name. i also kept hearing converstaion of my friends right outside my door or in the cornor of my room. the one thing that got to me was i was kept seeing someone walk by from the cornor of my eye every so ofter, a shadowing figure(never thought it was a ghost or anything)
i finally feel like im able to sleep, still got my head fones on. same thing i hear my name is being called but shes out cold. i felt/thought she was leaning on me and rolling back on fourth on my bed but when i look shes on the other side in the same postion. lol i thought someone kept sitting at the end of my bed and slapping it every minute or so. i didnt know i fell alseep till i was woken up.
i was blown away by this exerience for the first few days, i didnt know what to make of it. as i settled my thoughts i realized how awesome that was, and ranks as one of my best experiences. i know im missing some stuff, if i remember ill add it in.