PartySmartie
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 29, 2005
- Messages
- 42
/whinge on
Ok, so I'm an average, hard-working, self-employed early-30's lady - unmarried, no kids - and I enjoy dropping with my fiance. We only tried it for the first time about four months ago and we loved it. The first time was a gift from friends of friends at a birthday party - we got four pills and managed to have two of the nicest nights of our life in that first month. Truly one of the best gifts ever!
So then we thought we'd like to try it again. Neither of us have ever tried any other drugs - we aren't even smokers - so we had NO idea where to get pills.
We asked a friend of my partner's (who we know is a regular pot smoker) and he managed to get us four from a 'friend' of his - they were only average pills compared to our first ones (playstations) but we know (from this site and pillreports.com) that batches come and go. We thought at least we had a connection for purchase at this point - but the guy refused to allow us to deal direct through him and wouldn't even supply any more through our mutual friend. So - dead end there.
I have some friends in the music industry - and recently we managed to get some pills off one of them - but again, the quality was poor, we got no direct connection, and we don't really want to rely on friends to purchase on our behalf. Apart from the fact that you KNOW they're tacking on a few dollars so they can get some for themselves, I just don't like people close to me knowing exactly how often I munch. It's a personal thing.
So here's the Catch-22 that has me frustrated....
Do you have to already be a drug user to know where to get drugs? I mean - we all have to start somewhere but - nobody seems to want to hook up a couple in their 30's. Is it a trust thing, an age thing? Just because we don't go clubbing and because we aren't into the rave scene, it seems that it's almost impossible to find a source.
So what is frustrating is: we have the money, we're consenting adults, we do this alone in the comfort of our home and are no risk to anyone getting busted in clubs or raves so...
Why does it seem so hard (we've been trying for months now) to find a source? How do you gain trust? How do you meet them? What does it take to be able to get what you want, when you want it?
Look - this isn't me soliciting - although I see it's a thin line and I'm standing right by the edge. My point is - HYPOTHETICALLY - how do people make connections in this culture without being clubbers/ravers or having lots of friends who are also users? Is there an unspoken protocol to this that I am naive to, or is it just plain bad luck on our parts?
/whinge off
Sorry about that guys - I just get annoyed when I read about all your good experiences, and some of the nice bickies going around - and yet I know I can't get my greedy little hands on any. No fair!
*grumbles*
PartySmartie
Ok, so I'm an average, hard-working, self-employed early-30's lady - unmarried, no kids - and I enjoy dropping with my fiance. We only tried it for the first time about four months ago and we loved it. The first time was a gift from friends of friends at a birthday party - we got four pills and managed to have two of the nicest nights of our life in that first month. Truly one of the best gifts ever!
So then we thought we'd like to try it again. Neither of us have ever tried any other drugs - we aren't even smokers - so we had NO idea where to get pills.
We asked a friend of my partner's (who we know is a regular pot smoker) and he managed to get us four from a 'friend' of his - they were only average pills compared to our first ones (playstations) but we know (from this site and pillreports.com) that batches come and go. We thought at least we had a connection for purchase at this point - but the guy refused to allow us to deal direct through him and wouldn't even supply any more through our mutual friend. So - dead end there.
I have some friends in the music industry - and recently we managed to get some pills off one of them - but again, the quality was poor, we got no direct connection, and we don't really want to rely on friends to purchase on our behalf. Apart from the fact that you KNOW they're tacking on a few dollars so they can get some for themselves, I just don't like people close to me knowing exactly how often I munch. It's a personal thing.
So here's the Catch-22 that has me frustrated....
Do you have to already be a drug user to know where to get drugs? I mean - we all have to start somewhere but - nobody seems to want to hook up a couple in their 30's. Is it a trust thing, an age thing? Just because we don't go clubbing and because we aren't into the rave scene, it seems that it's almost impossible to find a source.
So what is frustrating is: we have the money, we're consenting adults, we do this alone in the comfort of our home and are no risk to anyone getting busted in clubs or raves so...
Why does it seem so hard (we've been trying for months now) to find a source? How do you gain trust? How do you meet them? What does it take to be able to get what you want, when you want it?
Look - this isn't me soliciting - although I see it's a thin line and I'm standing right by the edge. My point is - HYPOTHETICALLY - how do people make connections in this culture without being clubbers/ravers or having lots of friends who are also users? Is there an unspoken protocol to this that I am naive to, or is it just plain bad luck on our parts?
/whinge off
Sorry about that guys - I just get annoyed when I read about all your good experiences, and some of the nice bickies going around - and yet I know I can't get my greedy little hands on any. No fair!
*grumbles*
PartySmartie