Gnome Raver
Bluelighter
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- Jun 1, 2000
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First of all Happy New Years to everyone I did and didn't catch up with at Welcome and Summa Dayze 2001.
Now for my somewhat unhappy story...
Dropped my first pill at 1:30am ish (yeah I know but my friend who invited me over to a BBQ and party for New Years also invited our boss so unfortunately I couldn't drop until I got to Welcome)
It was an "original" orange cK from about 6 months back, one of my all time favourite pills. Took about 1 hour to come on, and then it came on hard and fast... was rushing (and not the pleasant rushing either) outside the shed for around 30 minutes then it just started to drop off just as quickly as it came on...
So 2 hours later I took this fairly strong MD cap that I made up earlier and that wasn't as hard hitting but still came on stronger than I usually get, but at least it made me happy for a bit longer than the cK.
I got to Summa Dayze at about 11am and dropped another strong MD cap before midday. Once again I was rushing really hard (and unpleasantly) with the people around me asking if I was ok (couldn't move or talk for a while), then just as quickly it went away and I was fine again, a bit fried but the normal smiley chatty I am.
Then late in the afternoon I took about 2/3 of a red HQ (domed, logo on both sides). I have had these before and liked them so was hoping (rather stupidly at this stage) that I would finally get the good feelings I had been looking for since the night before.
Unfortunately not only did it hit my like a VW landing on me - couldn't move or talk or see straight - but it also got nausia really bad. Eventually I threw up in front of everyone on the grass outside the Summa Dayze gate. Sorry for anyone who had to witness that.
Today I feel pretty fucked and somewhat sore. So doing some thinking about all this and where it is taking me (yeah I know, come down talk/thinking).
Possilbe things that could have affected me and contributed to the episode:
1. been off pills for at least a month, the longest since about May this year.
2. been doing heaps of 5-HTP pre-loading since Christmas (including lots of turkey
)
3. the heat... it was around 34 degrees at Summa Dayze
4. the unusually high expectations
5. ate a reasonable amount of food for dinner the night before (but I have done this before and it usually just delays the rush)
6. being out of synch with everyone that I knew so spent most of the time on my own or meeting new groups of people, which is cool but you all know that the setting makes the big difference and peaking at the same time as friends is always good.
So I am left a bit weary after this experience. Sure I have had bad experiences before but none quite like this, where I am left with the feeling that I didn't get any of the good from the pills.
Anyway just sharing this experience for the hell of it, maybe someone has some ideas as to what other factors might cause the pills to hit so hard and fast and to drop off just as quickly, I have had it before but it has always been a good rush feeling not the awful (oh god I just have to ride this out) feeling.
Oh and a little advice, be careful what you say to people around you at events like Summa Dayze. Some people next to me asked me if I was ok after throwing up (and boy did I feel better after that) and I just blurted out about all the pills I had taken, etc. Then it occured to me that these people seemed quite straight and didn't seem to understand... I just hope I don't come across them in my working life :S.
Don't take this as a big downer on taking pills, I have had plenty more awesome times than this... just wanted to share the experience.
Now for my somewhat unhappy story...
Dropped my first pill at 1:30am ish (yeah I know but my friend who invited me over to a BBQ and party for New Years also invited our boss so unfortunately I couldn't drop until I got to Welcome)
It was an "original" orange cK from about 6 months back, one of my all time favourite pills. Took about 1 hour to come on, and then it came on hard and fast... was rushing (and not the pleasant rushing either) outside the shed for around 30 minutes then it just started to drop off just as quickly as it came on...
So 2 hours later I took this fairly strong MD cap that I made up earlier and that wasn't as hard hitting but still came on stronger than I usually get, but at least it made me happy for a bit longer than the cK.
I got to Summa Dayze at about 11am and dropped another strong MD cap before midday. Once again I was rushing really hard (and unpleasantly) with the people around me asking if I was ok (couldn't move or talk for a while), then just as quickly it went away and I was fine again, a bit fried but the normal smiley chatty I am.
Then late in the afternoon I took about 2/3 of a red HQ (domed, logo on both sides). I have had these before and liked them so was hoping (rather stupidly at this stage) that I would finally get the good feelings I had been looking for since the night before.
Unfortunately not only did it hit my like a VW landing on me - couldn't move or talk or see straight - but it also got nausia really bad. Eventually I threw up in front of everyone on the grass outside the Summa Dayze gate. Sorry for anyone who had to witness that.
Today I feel pretty fucked and somewhat sore. So doing some thinking about all this and where it is taking me (yeah I know, come down talk/thinking).
Possilbe things that could have affected me and contributed to the episode:
1. been off pills for at least a month, the longest since about May this year.
2. been doing heaps of 5-HTP pre-loading since Christmas (including lots of turkey
3. the heat... it was around 34 degrees at Summa Dayze
4. the unusually high expectations
5. ate a reasonable amount of food for dinner the night before (but I have done this before and it usually just delays the rush)
6. being out of synch with everyone that I knew so spent most of the time on my own or meeting new groups of people, which is cool but you all know that the setting makes the big difference and peaking at the same time as friends is always good.
So I am left a bit weary after this experience. Sure I have had bad experiences before but none quite like this, where I am left with the feeling that I didn't get any of the good from the pills.
Anyway just sharing this experience for the hell of it, maybe someone has some ideas as to what other factors might cause the pills to hit so hard and fast and to drop off just as quickly, I have had it before but it has always been a good rush feeling not the awful (oh god I just have to ride this out) feeling.
Oh and a little advice, be careful what you say to people around you at events like Summa Dayze. Some people next to me asked me if I was ok after throwing up (and boy did I feel better after that) and I just blurted out about all the pills I had taken, etc. Then it occured to me that these people seemed quite straight and didn't seem to understand... I just hope I don't come across them in my working life :S.
Don't take this as a big downer on taking pills, I have had plenty more awesome times than this... just wanted to share the experience.