doofhard
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 8, 2003
- Messages
- 820
I think I have an idea why I lost the magic and now why I've found it again and I belive that some people may have done the same.
Pills were always good to me for 6+ years always good and in the early days some duds (before testers) then I hit the club sense hard for a while and pills stopped working good, I was always Fucked but too much and not really enjoying it.
Then I took a break for 3 months and went straight back in fairly hard and although those first few weeks were really good again, I fucked up again.
I went to a big event and I don't think I'd recived good pills for a while so when I dosed big for the big event and this was with the mad brown 3's, it fucked me bad again.
The next weekend I went out again but I made a promise to myself to only eat 1 pill, that was a orange HQ I rated it a 10 because I had beautiful experiences for 5+ hours.
I wonder if maybe when pills were not working well for me I'd just had too much because I've had pills every weekend for the last month but in singular fashion and belive me the magic is there.
When I was doing the club thing a big night which was probly every 2-3 weeks would probly include 4+ pills.
I'm just glad I'm back to 1 pill a night and I really do thank Bluelight for that, this site can really guide you through the good and bad times.
DOOFHARD
Pills were always good to me for 6+ years always good and in the early days some duds (before testers) then I hit the club sense hard for a while and pills stopped working good, I was always Fucked but too much and not really enjoying it.
Then I took a break for 3 months and went straight back in fairly hard and although those first few weeks were really good again, I fucked up again.
I went to a big event and I don't think I'd recived good pills for a while so when I dosed big for the big event and this was with the mad brown 3's, it fucked me bad again.
The next weekend I went out again but I made a promise to myself to only eat 1 pill, that was a orange HQ I rated it a 10 because I had beautiful experiences for 5+ hours.
I wonder if maybe when pills were not working well for me I'd just had too much because I've had pills every weekend for the last month but in singular fashion and belive me the magic is there.
When I was doing the club thing a big night which was probly every 2-3 weeks would probly include 4+ pills.
I'm just glad I'm back to 1 pill a night and I really do thank Bluelight for that, this site can really guide you through the good and bad times.
DOOFHARD