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Your drug-related "highest highs" vs your "lowest lows"

Nimrod4154

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Not sure which forum this belongs in, figured BDD...
Anyways, share your most fond drug-related memory and then share your worst drug-related memory.

Best:
When I was about 14/15 I had just began to experiment with MDMA. Probably my 3rd time taking it, I took it with my girlfriend at the time. We went to the mall, and I remember going up to random people and asking them if they wanted a hug and just being overall ridiculous. We then went and saw some animated cartoon movie, and she started rolling 30 minutes into it. I was smiling my ass off and grinding the fuck out of my teeth the whole movie in amazement. After the movie we sat on the stairs in a parking lot each with one ear bud in(few songs i remember, Pink Floyd's Comfortably Numb, Postal Service - Such Great Heights, Pink Floyd's WIsh you were Here). Generally my best memories were with MDMA, as soon as I tried Coke a few months later, the magic in drugs in general dissapeared.

Worst:
(Well theres a lot of worst but this is memorable)
A few months after the "best" memory, I started dabbling with cocaine. I managed to steal a large amount of money for a 15 year old, and gave it all to some girl to get me an oz of coke. Shittiest coke ever, probably 5% pure. Stayed up for 3 days straight doing it, into Easter morning. 6 AM rolls around, I had been doing lines 6 inches long thick as shit all night, my nose was bloody clogged and on fire. Look out window, mom and dad are outside setting up easter eggs for my siblings. I decide hey your up, might as well go out and help. I go out and help and start getting paranoid as hell. Continue blowing through that morning and play it off. Girlfriend and her family come over for the day. We eat around 4, and I have a plate of strawberries and salad and dont touch a thing. Parents and her parents start looking at me funny. I eventually get called out subtley and her and her parents leave. Parents scream at me, I go upstairs and swallow 4 E pills in a reckless attempt to get out of myself furthur. Yeah, good times...:\
 
Best: First time i shot up heroin


Worst: basically coming off the heroin lol..(day 5 of opiate detox =])
 
This isn't really suited for Basic Drug Discussion. I'll try this over in Drug Culture but they may already have a thread or something so it's at their staff's discretion.





BDD>>>DC
 
This is a good idea for a thread. I dont think there is one alreadyy.

Best time... My first true dxm experience. I was soo euphoric it was unreal and it was such a perfect dose. I had absolutley zero anxiety, perfect dissociation, and just overall felt floaty, warm, and could basically not feel my body. It was in a true dreamstate...i could just close my eyes and float away. Absolutley amazing.

Worst time... My first panic attack. I seriously thought i was going too die. I was confused as shit and not in my right mind at all. My heart was pounding so hard and fast it was scary as fuck. I just stumbled to the sink and turned on the water faucet and started chugging water while spilling it everywhere...I thought it would help? Now i have control of my anxiety now so its all gooooood.
 
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