On suggestion: here is what went down guys n ladies:
About 4-5 months ago - I was still really having trouble w/my opie addictions - I was at the point where I couldn't make up my mind for shit. I was either not sick and would compete , and fight , or iwouldn't do SHIT.
One night, i take this girl out , and i just hear her say "(TAOW) you're gonna get!!!" And boom. I got hit between 45-50mph by a driver who simply rolled down his windows and him n his boys were like "he dead, fuckin lets go" - I can't remember shit from that night. My body got demolished, in short the worst part was that my let leg which cracked under the bumper took nearly 3 1/2 months before I could walk without horrid pain. I had another concussion , a bunch of fucked up shit , my spleen is no more - punctured lung and broke my ribs.
I had two options: either go back to using this script - fuck my life n keep usin opies for life.
Or: focus on school again, grabbin my new place, and being able to devote my all for my lifting. Hopefully can get some personal training certificate next semester so I can make some sort of money.
My doctor put it bluntly "If you hadn't used steroids you would be dead"
me , "What do you mean?"
Doc , "I've seen plenty of people, i can tell son (hahaahha this shit cracked me up :D), if you didn't have the frame you do you would be certainly dead. At 33mph 75% of people have died in boston in hit n runs. At 40-50mph , 93%.
Hate on steroids - but talk to me before you hate em too much !! Most people need a serious understanding , it was hard work and diet that saved my in short - but without the steroids I wouldn't have been that big and strong at that moment.
I've found since I run 300mg test cypionate a week - even when I'm not cycling a real cycle. My PTSD has never been better. Just a thought.
