supersonic
Bluelighter
Lying around with my pants around my ankles as a circular pool of saliva flows out of my mouth upon the cold bathroom floor, I roll my eyes back and gurgle at the situations we get into.
It had only been a few days ago that I had it all figured out, now I'm sitting here with this needle hanging out of my arm letting nothing matter at all.
And thats life right, the ups and the downs, thats life right the good and the bad, thats life right finding the balance right? Who cares what it is, selfawareness doesn't seem to stop anyone from these silly little games they play.
And it certainly isn't stopping me from listening to what if feels like to die inside
one heart beat
at a
time.
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If anything I do drugs to appreciate reality.
It had only been a few days ago that I had it all figured out, now I'm sitting here with this needle hanging out of my arm letting nothing matter at all.
And thats life right, the ups and the downs, thats life right the good and the bad, thats life right finding the balance right? Who cares what it is, selfawareness doesn't seem to stop anyone from these silly little games they play.
And it certainly isn't stopping me from listening to what if feels like to die inside
one heart beat
at a
time.
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If anything I do drugs to appreciate reality.
