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Worst opiate/benzo that causes the worst nightmares for you? (or mixed)

DonMakaveli

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The idea for a topic like this was sparked by a horrible dream I had the other night after dosing some Oxy then fallin asleep couple hours later.... Long story short, I was alone walkin home thru some creepy apartments only to reach a dead end. Turn around lookin down the barrel of a 9mm, hearing a shot, instant feelin of hotness, numbing all over but same time alot of pain, fell to the ground & heard another gun shot rang out. Left there by myself to die, he took my phone n I looked at the blood on my hands n around my body & alll these thoughts kept racin thru my mind; im alone im so hopeless, i cant believe im dying, this is how im goin out, i wonder whats gona happen in the next life in a few seconds? I started to breathe alot slower, n slower n faded out.. Woke up sitting up quick & gasping for air, panting heavily & looking all around me to ensure that I was awake n safe 8o lol

So for me, its definitely Opiates, mainly Oxy & by itself. methadone has been bad too but not nearly as bad n frequent as what Oxy has caused me to dream some nights.. How about u guys ?


Note: tho might not seem too freightning, the realistic feeling of it, the pain & hopelessness of my situation, realization im dying & soon will know what the afterlife is.. made it a really bad dream
 
Neither benzos nor opiates ever gave me nightmares. Actually, I don't seem to dream much (or remember dreaming) while on them. Withdrawing on the other hand gives me hellish night terrors, too weird and confusing to even describe.

Besides that, getting off Klonopin and Xanax was a LIVING nightmare. I was up to 20mg clonazepam and 10-20mg of alprazolam daily. I tapered off the alprazolam first, which wasn't too bad, but intense withdrawals started as soon as I started lowering my clonazepam doses. I had no access to diazepam, so I just kept cutting my dose by .5mg/week. For almost a year I felt like absolute shit all the time. When I got down to 1mg I had to jump off because my supply had run out, and I started having seizures. I would go to the emergency room, where they would give me a bullshit script for a few Ativans and send me on my way, and when those were gone I started having seizures again. I went to 4 different hospitals, and no one would help me detox outpatient with a slow diazepam taper because the benzos I was taking weren't prescribed by a doctor. All I was offered was a 5 day inpatient rapid detox with phenobarbital. Fucking cock suckers, OBVIOUSLY rapid tapering wasn't going too well for me, I had 4 seizures in 2 weeks. I eventually resorted to phenazepam of all things, which acutally worked, taking it every other day cutting down .5mg a week from 10mg. This all ended last September, and I still suffer from PAWS, but recently I've started to notice some improvements.

Never again will I allow myself to become dependent on benzos. I'd rather kill myself than go through that again.
 
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Dagda Mochta said:
Neither benzos nor opiates ever gave me nightmares. Actually, I don't seem to dream much (or remember dreaming) while on them. Withdrawing on the other hand gives me hellish night terrors, too weird and confusing to even describe.

Besides that, getting off Klonopin and Xanax was a LIVING nightmare. I was up to 20mg clonazepam and 10-20mg of alprazolam daily. I tapered off the alprazolam first, which wasn't too bad, but intense withdrawals started as soon as I started lowering my clonazepam doses. I had no access to diazepam, so I just kept cutting my dose by .5mg/week. For almost a year I felt like absolute shit all the time. When I got down to 1mg I had to jump off because my supply had run out and I started having seizures. I would go to the emergency room, where they would give me a bullshit script for a few Ativans and send me on my way, and when those were gone I started having seizures again. I went to 4 different hospitals, and no one would help me detox outpatient with a slow diazepam taper because I the benzos I was taking weren't prescribed by a doctor. All I was offered was a 5 day inpatient rapid detox with phenobarbital. Fucking cock suckers, OBVIOUSLY rapid tapering wasn't going too well for me, I had 4 seizures in 2 weeks. I eventually resorted to phenazepam of all things, which acutally worked, taking it every other day cutting down .5mg a week from 10mg. This all ended last September, and I still suffer from PAWS, but recently I've started to notice some improvements.

Never again will I allow myself to become dependent on benzos. I'd rather kill myself than go through that again.
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Holy-fuck-balls-batman Wow... Sounds absolutely horrible & a real life living nightmare man, sorry u went thru dat shit. Adds to the many horror stories i have heard about benzo addiction/ withdrawals. But yours by far the
most grand on the scale of severity, hellish :/ Truly beats any one of my horrible, outlandish vivid sleeping nightmares I have by far.
 
Most recently when I took too much alprazolam, I slept a lot and had all sorts of weird dreams. Some were not too bad, but vividly remembered.
There was a bad one where I dreamed I met some guy who had a friend that offered to smoke some crack. Neither of us had glass, so we were trying to improvise. But waking up pissed off I couldn't get a buzz. I hate that drug yet still it haunts me sometimes when I'm asleep.
 
DonMakaveli said:
Holy-fuck-balls-batman Wow... Sounds absolutely horrible & a real life living nightmare man, sorry u went thru dat shit. Adds to the many horror stories i have heard about benzo addiction/ withdrawals. But yours by far the
most grand on the scale of severity, hellish :/ Truly beats any one of my horrible, outlandish vivid sleeping nightmares I have by far.
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Yea, be careful with benzos. They will grab you by the balls and rip them the fuck off.

About dreams though... Opiates, particulary morphine, heroin and opium, sometimes put me in a weird dream-like state while I'm nodding, with vivid closed eye imagery. It's totally different from closed eye visuals you would get from psychedelics. It's like actual real life scenery, like being awake and dreaming at the same time. But as soon as I fall asleep it stops, or at least I can't remember dreaming when I wake up.

Do you always have vivid dreams on oxy? And are they always negative/scary like the one you described?
 
Dagda Mochta said:
Yea, be careful with benzos. They will grab you by the balls and rip them the fuck off.

About dreams though... Opiates, particulary morphine, heroin and opium, sometimes put me in a weird dream-like state while I'm nodding, with vivid closed eye imagery. It's totally different from closed eye visuals you would get from psychedelics. It's like actual real life scenery, like being awake and dreaming at the same time. But as soon as I fall asleep it stops, or at least I can't remember dreaming when I wake up.

Do you always have vivid dreams on oxy? And are they always negative/scary like the one you described?
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Understood bruh, I take everything in moderation & well informed about how easily addictive benzos are, plus aware of the horrible withdrawals..

Same here when nodding off, Ill have those vivid imagery in my head plus knowing I am awake & imagining my surroundings, its trippy but cool shit.
& about my dreams... Yes & yes lol. Not only Oxy tho, usually the more-potent type opiates along with Oxy, & when I get really highh off them like nodding off a bit, sweating a bit then going to sleep bit later. Like another main one was Methadone. Love the 'done but haven't dosed it in over a year so never really built a big tolerance to it & my highest rec doses were around 45-50mg.. But when id take these strong opie's, be high for several hours be comin down & fall asleep, I'd allways (7/10 times) have these odd, weird, scary, horrible, realistic but same time outlandish nightmares -_- Id wake up but be semi awake like once my head hit the pillow n closed my eyes again, immediiatley the dream would continue right back off where it ended. Would only go away if I became conscious for several minutes before i could safley go back to sleep lol

The nightmares themselves were'nt so overly terrifying that I would vow to not use that opiate again or try n sleep high on it, cuz the overall high effects ofcourse outweighed the negative lol

Edit: But fasho the 2 biggest guaranteed bad dream opiates for me was Oxy& Methadone (:
 
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Hmm, that sucks man. That would probably prevent me from doing opiates at all. My dreams have a pretty significant impact on my mood and concentration during the day.
 
Dagda Mochta said:
Hmm, that sucks man. That would probably prevent me from doing opiates at all. My dreams have a pretty significant impact on my mood and concentration during the day.
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Nah, Ima addict. No doubt bout it. Just a bad dream for a small part of the night in trade of amazing feelings lasting all day is all good with me (:
 
Like it's been said itt already, I don't dream at all when I'm on opiates. Like, I'll get clean after, say, two years, have my first dream and go "ohh yeah, I forgot about those things!"

Every time I get clean, ill constantly have dreams where, 95% of it is me going through all sorts of absurd situations in order to score, then the rest is spent preparing it. The second I'm about to do it? I wake up, usually piiiissed

Oddly enough, like 5 years ago I dreamt that I ate some MDMA, and the entire dream was me rolling - like, actually feeling it. Woke up like "whoa..."

TL/DR : dreams are weird....
 
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Like it's been said itt already, I don't dream at all when I'm on opiates. Like, I'll get clean after, say, two years, have my first dream and go "ohh yeah, I forgot about those things!"

Every time I get clean, ill constantly have dreams where, 95% of it is me going through all sorts of absurd situations in order to score, then the rest is spent preparing it. The second I'm about to do it? I wake up, usually piiiissed

Oddly enough, like 5 years ago I dreamt that I ate some MDMA, and the entire dream was me rolling - like, actually feeling it. Woke up like "whoa..."

TL/DR : dreams are weird....
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Hah yeah, those dreams-when your clean- about scoring & aboutto get high but then waking up Iv had those alooot. When I had a brief stint in rehab few months ago, was hard as fuck but EVERY night had a trigger dream about gettin high & shit -_-
 
On H I used to get this wonderful floating sensation, nodding off. Many times I would be lucid dreaming. That's the high I was always chasing, you can have your rush, give me the nod.

Worst nightmares ever come to me when I fall asleep sober. I never remember my dreams when I sleep on an opiate/benzo dose or an opiate/marijuana dose.

Kicking OC I used to have the same dream over and over. I'd finally be able to hunt down some Oxy, quickly chop it up, and then watch it blow away in the wind... Left me with a profound feeling of emptiness.
 
Strange, when I was opiate newb the nods sent me into emotionless dreams

Years later, when kicking, I'd have nightmares that would make the terminator cry for his mommy
 
^Isn't that just nodding...?

I'm gonna say heroin...it and codeine give me horrible sleep paralysis once in a while when I take too much, usually I'll start hallucinating some horror movie character and be absolutely sure they're gonna kill me and there's nothing I can do about it.
Fucking terrifying. Not that it stops me from doing those :\
 
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