Here we go have a reed and tell me what j00 all think
it is a mess but, it is basically the rollercoaster ride of raw feelings I am getting hit with all the time..
so be gentle
Anywayz it is called confusion
I cant get away from this,
there is nothing I can do,
I run, I hide, I duck for cover,
It is still there,
The inner rage, echos the inner silence,
beating my head against a wall,
arms tied behind my back,
I have fallen victim,
Been thrown to the sharks,
cannot escape, it will not die,
I see you, in a silent bubble,
I am outside you are inside,
you are close, but far,
I look up to see you holding
a rope, upon that rope there is a
heart shaped box, its hanging over the abyss,
I scream, there is nothing I can do,
It is all in the balance, I want somthing simple,
somthing i had before, somthing out of my reach,
but still in my eyes, allways in my eyes,
Emptyness, nothing, echos, crying for help.
there is one that can help me,
but no where to be found,
looking, praying craving it back....
Hands are tied, arms behind my back,
I try to disguise it, try to push it away, cannot
want it back want it back want it back.
Miss it all, cannot go on anymore
so be gentle
Anywayz it is called confusion
I cant get away from this,
there is nothing I can do,
I run, I hide, I duck for cover,
It is still there,
The inner rage, echos the inner silence,
beating my head against a wall,
arms tied behind my back,
I have fallen victim,
Been thrown to the sharks,
cannot escape, it will not die,
I see you, in a silent bubble,
I am outside you are inside,
you are close, but far,
I look up to see you holding
a rope, upon that rope there is a
heart shaped box, its hanging over the abyss,
I scream, there is nothing I can do,
It is all in the balance, I want somthing simple,
somthing i had before, somthing out of my reach,
but still in my eyes, allways in my eyes,
Emptyness, nothing, echos, crying for help.
there is one that can help me,
but no where to be found,
looking, praying craving it back....
Hands are tied, arms behind my back,
I try to disguise it, try to push it away, cannot
want it back want it back want it back.
Miss it all, cannot go on anymore
ixieLoca