britfag1
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 10, 2010
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Well here I am again having another crack at kicking the habit, although this time I have been much more serious in my preparation.
I have decided against staying at home to do this so where I am I cannot even score if I wanted to. I have travelled 300 miles away to stay with my brother who lives in a church community house. This means that I am getting all my food and roof over my head for free. I am writing about it here basically just to have a bit of a vent-off about the situation.
Today is day four of my abstinence period and I feel a little better than I did yesterday. The main thing that is killing me is the sleep problems I am having. TBH I feel exhausted and drained but when I try to go to sleep I all of a sudden feel wide awake. And then when I do get to sleep I am soon woken by the fact that I am dripping wet from sweat, and I mean absolutely soaked. I can handle all the daytime symptoms without a problem but I am desperate to find something to help me sleep.
I haven't got access to any kind of drugs other than co codamol, but the church community house has lots of herbal shit etc etc but I don't know how much good that is going to be LOL. Maybe I will just have to struggle through. I almost got on a script but the drugs worker was taking fucking ages about it so I sacked that option. My mrs is in rehab but IMO she has just swapped one problem for another ie: the fact she is now on 65ml meth a day and will have to cope with coming off of that. To top it all my drugs worker thinks I am doing the wrong thing and has said that even after I've done a cold turkey I should go in and get a script.
Please tell me, can anyone see the logic in going onto a script after they have completed a cold turkey? Tomorrow will be day five for me, can anyone please reassure me and tell me how much longer this will go on for??? I know, I know, I've done it before, but it never gets any easier :D
I have decided against staying at home to do this so where I am I cannot even score if I wanted to. I have travelled 300 miles away to stay with my brother who lives in a church community house. This means that I am getting all my food and roof over my head for free. I am writing about it here basically just to have a bit of a vent-off about the situation.
Today is day four of my abstinence period and I feel a little better than I did yesterday. The main thing that is killing me is the sleep problems I am having. TBH I feel exhausted and drained but when I try to go to sleep I all of a sudden feel wide awake. And then when I do get to sleep I am soon woken by the fact that I am dripping wet from sweat, and I mean absolutely soaked. I can handle all the daytime symptoms without a problem but I am desperate to find something to help me sleep.
I haven't got access to any kind of drugs other than co codamol, but the church community house has lots of herbal shit etc etc but I don't know how much good that is going to be LOL. Maybe I will just have to struggle through. I almost got on a script but the drugs worker was taking fucking ages about it so I sacked that option. My mrs is in rehab but IMO she has just swapped one problem for another ie: the fact she is now on 65ml meth a day and will have to cope with coming off of that. To top it all my drugs worker thinks I am doing the wrong thing and has said that even after I've done a cold turkey I should go in and get a script.
Please tell me, can anyone see the logic in going onto a script after they have completed a cold turkey? Tomorrow will be day five for me, can anyone please reassure me and tell me how much longer this will go on for??? I know, I know, I've done it before, but it never gets any easier :D