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Will you do drugs till you die?

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Ismene2

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Do you plan on doing drugs forever? Or do you hope to retire with the wife and kids and forget the drugs forever?
 
Probably honestly..my philosophy is why not if I'm happy on them..sure there is a lotta flaw in that logic tho. But as Pac once said "Thug for life..high til I die"
 
Yes, im never going to stop but i may change which ones i use and have already done so drastically. Id like to be at a place where im an old man with thousands of hits of LSD on ice to share with my wife. Go on walks through the park, lay back on the couch enjoying movies. Saving my more exotic psychs for special circumstances.

My true love is Dissociatives though and i just dont see it being sustainable for the rest of my life. Eventually my bladder is gonna start giving out and ive been at this for a longtime already. Eventually id like to be at a place mentally where if be satisfied taking them once a year or something.

But it will be hard, i struggle with taking them only twice a month right now. And when i do i binge pretty hard. Its just so beautiful for me and i feel like i gain so much spiritually, but the physical risks are real. I feel like psychedelics are hands down the safest substances for a person to use recreationally in their old age, or during life period.
 
cosmic charlie said:
Yes, im never going to stop but i may change which ones i use and have already done so drastically. Id like to be at a place where im an old man with thousands of hits of LSD on ice to share with my wife. Go on walks through the park, lay back on the couch enjoying movies. Saving my more exotic psychs for special circumstances.

My true love is Dissociatives though and i just dont see it being sustainable for the rest of my life. Eventually my bladder is gonna start giving out and ive been at this for a longtime already. Eventually id like to be at a place mentally where if be satisfied taking them once a year or something.

But it will be hard, i struggle with taking them only twice a month right now. And when i do i binge pretty hard. Its just so beautiful for me and i feel like i gain so much spiritually, but the physical risks are real. I feel like psychedelics are hands down the safest substances for a person to use recreationally in their old age, or during life period.
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Definitely. Months of abstinence, a severe bout of pain and a week of going bananas with it.
I'vefoundthe best way is tohave asterile bottle if10mg/ml, in my safe. An analgesic dose is about 20mg, so10mg/ml means it's virtually impossible to abuse (short of evaporating it, and redissolving much more concentrated. I'm too lazy for that)
 
Why stop with death?

If I die while my organs are useful, one who gets lungs will start to smoke weed, one that gets my liver will start drinking and one that gets heart will start doing psychedelics.

Rest will be composed and as a mushroom I’ll get some 5-meo-dmt, ingest it and give away 5-meo-4-ho-dmt.

Some parts are also useful as paraphernalia so I’ll smoke in a form of bone chillum too.
 
probably.
we never know what is around the next corner. or rarely.
hate to be vague some words are not easily expressed. guess we will see tomorrow or 10-20 years from now.
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I plan to go on with opioids for ever because I can not fathom life without it. Everything else, but them, could basically not exist. Obviously I do other drugs sometimes, just for fun, but they would never be my cure. I'm on opioids since 2015 (not without some breaks) and I think I can handle them pretty well now, I don't even have any withdrawal waiting in the shadows for me or I don't have that stupid addiction to IV anymore. I was on stronger opioids for years, but for now codeine is just enough for every day use and even my current dose is not that high. Any logical reason for getting off of opioids can't reason with me anyway... Even if it will end bad some day, then so be it and I don't want another life. Maybe I should try methadone then, I don't know. But methadone is some form of enslavement. It is that much more descructive than my old good friend codeine!
 
Ismene2 said:
Do you plan on doing drugs forever? Or do you hope to retire with the wife and kids and forget the drugs forever?
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i hope to just do hallucinogens as i get older, but i think there's a good chance i'll die long before the winter of my life. i've mostly come to terms with that fate, but im still fighting tooth and nail for sobriety as i want to find whatever my highest potential is, as well as become a mother.
 
I’d test a fair amount of substances if they serve a purpose I can stand behind.

So - yes, perhaps.
 
Most likely. I just straight up don't enjoy life sober. I don't see myself quitting smoking cannabis, but other drugs I could leave behind.
 
As long as I am not drafted, which I doubt will happen, I'm 49 years old now, and been on and off the mental health registrar for the last three decades and currently been out of employment for almost a decade and a half.
so yes I do believe I will be whistling on my crack pipe, having the occasional beer, and still regularly using tobacco for the rest of my life.
 
SpiralusSancti said:
5-meo-4-ho-dmt.
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You like those two?

5-MeO-DMT compared to it's more Famous Brother is so different, I would never take it again.

4-HO-DMT is meant to be like Mushrooms but the several trips I did on it was were so different, I had one of the most bizarre Visual visions ever, a Tree took off like a Firework & exploded in the air & I had colours run down the window like paint but apart from that it was a trip of pure bodyload & random laughing.
 
Bury The Light said:
I plan to go on with opioids for ever because I can not fathom life without it.
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How old are you now?
How long have you used them upto this point?

I have said 100% the same thing BUT it is also deeply Tragic in a way to feel this way.
I know how it feels I promise you that much & that is a CLEAR SIGN we both have mental issues in regard to this drug, that really is addiction in the most Tragic way.
 
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