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will this cause an OD?

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rottensounds

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is it possible this combination of pills could cause an OD?

4x etizolam gels (unsure of dosage. think about 2~4mg ea)
1x oxy/cdn 80mg green pill (i am almost 100% certain this contains fent and not oxy at all.)
2x hydromorphone 4mg (pms 4 yellow pill)
2x morphine 60mg pill
5x xanax 4mg pills

i don't have any tolerance at all. i've never done any opioids. i have done benzos recreationally a few times.
thanks
 
what, you mean you're going to take all of these at once?
even if you had tolerance a fair tolerance this would be extremely dangerous but with none at all it would certainly kill you.

why do you want to do this?
please reconsider this
 
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This will absolutely kill you if there's noone closeby to intervene immediately. I do feel compelled to ask if that's your intention, however.
 
I'm here all night too. To quote Master Splinter: "Sometimes the path from inner turmoil begins with an open ear".
 
i've gotten 20mg oxys that were pressed one time. I think i subconsciously knew something was wrong bc i ended up taking just a half (i guess to make sure). but it fucked up my world lol. it wasn't "OD" status, but it scared me a bit. In result, I ended up breaking the rest into 1/4ths and it was all good. but holy hell, OP that is quiet the combination. i really hope youre okay, pal.
 
i know that it's a dangerous combination. i've been thinking about it for awhile. i just wanted to make sure it was actually lethal as i've never really done any opiates. sorry if this is depressing or triggering for anyone. i'm not really in a good place. i'd prefer to not be here at all
thank you for the info
 
rotten please think of the hurt you will leave behind to those who love you. Please see keeping's suggestion above and visit that forum.

Life can seem dark at times. But there can always be light. Don't make this mistake. I have faith that things can be better for you. But you have to stay alive for that to happen.

Private message one of us if you need to.

Good luck. It will get better.
 
Rotten, i'm glad you came to bluelight dude. This site is an amazing place bc it allows a lot of us to talk about shit we wouldn't necessarily be able to with our family, spouse/gf, or friends. It sure has been a release in my life and has helped with reducing some of the tension in my life, which is weird to say but yeah. U can ramble and rant about random shit and the community here is tight. You can give your input on topics that may help people become more informed on making a decision, blah blah blah, etc.

keeping and shartito are some good people and they are right. I would suggest messaging them, they generally seem to have sound advise. As you're more than welcome to PM me, too:)
Hey, might as well exhaust all resources before concluding that a handful of pills is the way out.
Chin up, mate. Cheers.
LS
 
rottensounds said:
i know that it's a dangerous combination. i've been thinking about it for awhile. i just wanted to make sure it was actually lethal as i've never really done any opiates. sorry if this is depressing or triggering for anyone. i'm not really in a good place. i'd prefer to not be here at all
thank you for the info
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sorry to hear that man, but bluelight can help! we have a lot of great people on here, many who've been through what you're going thru now: myself included. let's talk.
so whats the significance behind your name? is it like a record label or something? been wondering all morning ༼ ༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ༽
 
rottensounds said:
i know that it's a dangerous combination. i've been thinking about it for awhile. i just wanted to make sure it was actually lethal as i've never really done any opiates. sorry if this is depressing or triggering for anyone. i'm not really in a good place. i'd prefer to not be here at all
thank you for the info
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It may or may not be lethal. It could also leave you perminantly disabled. So it is definitely dangerous.

Would you mind telling us about the dark place you find yourself? Where is this desire for making an early appointment with Thanatos (God of easeful death) coming from?

No one is going to judge you for it here (and if they do the mods will pounce on the fucker). It's your life, but this simply isn't a guaranteed easy way to kill yourself. That is an easy illusion to by into, especially when we are suffering in that kind of place, but absolutely nothing is guaranteed about it.

We have some amazing support threads in TDS for this kind of experience/desire, as well as many knowledgeable people who have experienced exactly what you are going through. I'd highly recommend checking it out XX
 
It is, in my opinion, very scary to commit suicide, plus there's still that survival instinct, what might serve me well one day; maybe things can still turn around for me, for you, for anyone who needs it and we still get the life we deserve, drugs come in handy to not kill yourself sometimes, but they tend to make depressions more severe, keep that in mind as well... - I want to do so as well for a very long time by now, but I'm too scared to do it; Opioids would also be my way to go, overdose on them...

But on the other hand, if I could be more happy in life, I would rather stay alive than that I would have to kill myself.

Did you explore every option to change the situation you're in to it's full extent so that you don't miss out on what might still be a nice life that the future has in stock for you...?
 
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And there is a lot of debate on how painful and how much agony an Opioid OD causes, I would say it depends, but it can be pure horror - or imagine surviving it but having fucked up brain-damage... Things like that scare the shit out of me!
 
Rotten, I hope that you have found a way to walk out of the hopelessness you were feeling. There are quite a few people here that care and are worried for you. I hope you will check in.
 
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