johnloperamide
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- Apr 18, 2015
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Hi guys, I'm not a long time user really. Past 3 years I've had maybe a month of almost continued use each year and sporadic use maybe 3,4 times throughout the rest of the year.
This summer I used hydro for like a month and then some codeine till I eventually stopped. I WD several times but only for 3-4 days and ended up using again, till I eventually stopped altogether, till now
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So I relapsed 3 days ago, I hurt my arm and doctor prescribed me codeine and then hydro when pain wouldn't go away. I took 150mg of codeine the first 2 days and I took 120mg this morning and now I just took 40mg of hydro. I was taking 50mg of hydro and like 240mg of codeine back in the summer.
Anyway, I'm really scared I'll WD again. I'm thinking about throwing away my medications since I don't want to go down that road again. During the summer I noticed that each time I WD it hit me harder and harder.
I'm a full time student taking advanced science classes and finals are coming up soon and I can't get hooked on this, I have a very important test in 2 weeks and I'm scared I'll end up taking more and I'll end up WD'ing and I won't be able to study properly.
I have already struggled to do what I needed to do this past 3 days because of this. Somehow, I've managed to do a lot of what I needed to do but that was only on codeine, once hydro hits I won't care anymore.
Guys, do you think I will WD from just these 3 days?? Also, do you guys think that being on hydro affects your cognitive function? Like do you think it will affect my ability to study chemistry, genetics, memorizing a lot of stuff??
I really want to stop this
If I do WD will it last the regular week or so or will it be shorter? like maybe 1-2 days of feeling bad? Like next week we have the Thanksgiving break and I really need to use it to study and I'm terrified I'll waste it either WD'ing or taking more shit and then WD'ing later on... It sounds so dumb when I read it but It terrifies me not to be able to stop
Thank you
This summer I used hydro for like a month and then some codeine till I eventually stopped. I WD several times but only for 3-4 days and ended up using again, till I eventually stopped altogether, till now

So I relapsed 3 days ago, I hurt my arm and doctor prescribed me codeine and then hydro when pain wouldn't go away. I took 150mg of codeine the first 2 days and I took 120mg this morning and now I just took 40mg of hydro. I was taking 50mg of hydro and like 240mg of codeine back in the summer.
Anyway, I'm really scared I'll WD again. I'm thinking about throwing away my medications since I don't want to go down that road again. During the summer I noticed that each time I WD it hit me harder and harder.
I'm a full time student taking advanced science classes and finals are coming up soon and I can't get hooked on this, I have a very important test in 2 weeks and I'm scared I'll end up taking more and I'll end up WD'ing and I won't be able to study properly.
I have already struggled to do what I needed to do this past 3 days because of this. Somehow, I've managed to do a lot of what I needed to do but that was only on codeine, once hydro hits I won't care anymore.
Guys, do you think I will WD from just these 3 days?? Also, do you guys think that being on hydro affects your cognitive function? Like do you think it will affect my ability to study chemistry, genetics, memorizing a lot of stuff??
I really want to stop this
If I do WD will it last the regular week or so or will it be shorter? like maybe 1-2 days of feeling bad? Like next week we have the Thanksgiving break and I really need to use it to study and I'm terrified I'll waste it either WD'ing or taking more shit and then WD'ing later on... It sounds so dumb when I read it but It terrifies me not to be able to stop
Thank you