I never done E, but the reason I consider doing it is because I feel lonely. I do not have many friends. Mainly I have one good friend. Also, I am not too nice to my loved ones sometimes. I want to see if E would make me change. I want to be a better person, a kind person which I can be to the people I really want to impress or be friends with. I want to open up more and lose my complexes (barriers). I hope I am not the only one who will/does E because of the problems they have in life. I know most of you probably forgot why you started doing it and do it for fun and recreation only, but I want to actually do it for fun+to change my personality for the better. I am not sure anyone would read this or care. I just wanted to get this out. Please post your reply.
Are you for real??
Let me see here... You say you want to try E to change your personality for the better. You want to be a kind person to impress people so that they'll hang out with you and be friends. Also that you are not too nice to your loved ones. You want to open up and lose your complexes...
I really don't think E is the right thing for you to do here, twiz. Since you've obviously got some serious confidence-issues you should try to sort these out before complicating your life with drugs. When you do E all your feelings gets overwhelmingly strong, and frankly I'm not sure if you'll be able to handle that in your state of mind. When someone can't handle their drugs that's when things start to get really difficult - and dangerous.
So I would _advice_ you not to do E until you've got all the other stuff in your life sorted out.
Take care.
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Let yourself be loved. Let love be yourself.
PLUR, Loonie
