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brighteyes2342

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Not one single soul knows that I use meth. I've always been severely ADHD so no one really thinks anything of my behavior. My fiance who is a sheriff's deputy would shit a brick if he knew. My dealer doesn't even know. They think I buy and sell it for profit.
Who knows you use?
 
A lot of people. You shoot heroin enough in a particular city, you get to know other people who share your predicament. But it's whatever...you do dope, they do dope, you all do dope together. What starts to bother me is when non-heroin using people (or even non-drug users, generally speaking) learn that you're a heroin and/or other hard drug user. I've talked about it with some non-users before but I've never been quite sure that it was a good idea...generally the less people know, the better IMO, even if the person who knows takes a tolerant or libertine view when it comes to substance use (as many where I live do)
 
Pot? Friends, family, roommates.

The hard shit? Only bluelight and maybe enough IRL brojs to count on one hand. I don't publicize my relapses a whole lot offline.
 
Family, friends, acquaintances, Bluelight. Everyone on Fb knows to hit me up if they need something because of my reputation. I try to keep it quiet these days though.
 
Burnt Offerings said:
. I've talked about it with some non-users before but I've never been quite sure that it was a good idea...generally the less people know, the better IMO, even if the person who knows takes a tolerant or libertine view when it comes to substance use (as many where I live do)
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yeah, Ive yet to find one instance when thats a good idea (unless of course youre looking for help ). The stigma is too big. Even those who use other hard drugs often look down on H users.

Anyway, often I find, that despite youre thinking no ones the wiser, people know or at least suspect and dont want to face it, easier to live in faked ignorance.
 
Burnt Offerings said:
A lot of people. You shoot heroin enough in a particular city, you get to know other people who share your predicament. But it's whatever...you do dope, they do dope, you all do dope together. What starts to bother me is when non-heroin using people (or even non-drug users, generally speaking) learn that you're a heroin and/or other hard drug user. I've talked about it with some non-users before but I've never been quite sure that it was a good idea...generally the less people know, the better IMO, even if the person who knows takes a tolerant or libertine view when it comes to substance use (as many where I live do)
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This is one of my pet peeves. Yeah I do drugs, what do YOU do?? I may smoke weed like it's going out of style or pop pills to enjoy myself but what makes my habits different from a compulsive gambler? Or a borderline alcohol who can drink 750mL of liquor in one day/night? Everybody has a vice and I remember reading a few years ago that humans have a need to mind altering substances every once in a while similar to needing shelter, clothes, food, etc.
 
I've been a non drug user for my entire life. I just started in February and jumped straight in to meth. I'm getting married in May and wanted to drop some weight.
Anyway. I've always been the clean one, the good girl. I never judged anyone and EVERYONE in my life is on the hard shit. Probably why I stayed away from it. But I didn't mind just chilling with everyone getting high. Like - I don't want you to shoot up in front of me, but I can go to the bathroom or something. I dunno. All five of my siblings, my mom, my boss at work, all my friends, everyone gets high and everyone knows about it. I just wondered if I was the only person who no one knew about. I live in a small town that's poor as hell so everyone just gets fucked up out of boredom and everyone is cool with it. No stigma. The county commissioner buys pills from one of my sisters. Its a weird place.
 
It seems odd but it's very logical. I have limitless access to it, and no one cares what I do. I'm not being ugly, but its true. I've never been a part of the drug scene. I've never done drugs with anyone or sold them, so people just tend to forget me. I don't stay in their mind because I don't benefit them. So everyone forgets me. Literally. And if anyone were to ever say, "hey, man. I saw your wife getting high." Anyone who knows me would know that isn't true, if they even knew who I was. And if by some random chance I'm drug tested, I'm prescribed phentermine so its totally okay when it pops up positive. I think it speaks to the pressure that women are under to be thin, but that's way too much of a discussion to begin at five am.
 
Pretty much everyone knows, except for my family and the people they speak to. At least, that's what I think. I may not be aware of the truth on this matter
 
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