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Who amongst us has been successful at sitting on beans?

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This will be my first attempt. They are mine free and clear to ask for them whenever I wish. I know the levels I am at right now with both my mental health and my rolling. Right now the two are going hand in hand and I do not want one to work against the other.

Has anyone here been successful with sitting on their beans and if so what methods do you use to not breakdown and ask for them? Thanks in advance. I am learning so much so far on my journey :) Bluelight has been a great place for me.
 
It's never really been hard for me to save my pills for the right time. I've been known to stash 2-3 pills or 20-30 pills away for months at a time just waiting for the correct opportunity to share or roll myself. Just treat them with respect, that's all. They're meant for bigger and better things than being eaten at the first opportunity.
 
Sitting on beans as in buying a bunch of pills and saving them/not eating them? Over the summer I bought half a jar of pokeballs but had no problems controlling myself and not taking them. In fact, I still have about 15 leftover now and have given away that many to friends. The main reason why I'm able to resist is because during that time I discovered molly, which my boyfriend and I muuuch prefer to pills, so these pokeballs are collecting dust in a drawer.

During my honeymoon period I'd buy 10-20 pills at a time and they'd go really fast, but I've learned better self control. Over time the desire to have better rolls through spacing them out outweighs the urge to roll. It really helps to have responsibilities/obligations -- I'm in college at film school and can't afford to roll as frequently as I used to, so the fact that I have work to do makes it easy to hold onto rolls (or the 5g of molly I got for my birthday) and wait until the best time to take them.
 
All you gotta do is think, I can either have a few good memories, or a few unfortgettable memories. Sup to you which you choose.
 
No temptation to eat them; I like rolling too much to ruin it. But I do check my countdown clock daily until my three months are up! :)
 
It's not too hard for me, just put them in a little thing until I feel like rolling.
 
been sitting on a healthy pack of some killer molly caps.. waiting 'til the end of this month.. have been waiting for a couple months now.. they call my name very loud very often but must restrain :P
 
I can usually sit very well on my MDMA rocks. The only time I ever game in was around New Years time, which I bought a gram and did it New Years and then at a Rave 2 weeks later, because I just "had to". Other than that, I can keep a fair bit of MDMA tucked away until my self-imposed 1.5 month rule is fufilled.
 
HEY GUYS MY 3 months is up - we all know what that means ^___________^ Shame I only have MDA and not MDMA, but mehhhhhhhhhhhhhh it is still exciting
 
I didn't find it to be that difficult, but I've never rolled outside of events. I mean, sure the thought crossed my mind more than a few times, however, I found it helped to just remind myself that saving them for something special was the way to go..and it was :]

Best of luck naughtie, you can do it!
 
Not difficult for me. I schedule special occasions to roll and stick to about 6 week intervals. Right now I'm sitting on 20 pokeballs, should last me a while. They're so pretty and delish looking. I seriously let them sleep on my bed last night lol
 
Thanks for all the positive responses :) I feel confident :D
Bluelighters you guys and girls rock ! I am grateful that this place exsists <3
 
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