ravingpfoto22
Bluelighter
who am I can I ask you that,
why am I dressed in black,
how can I stay up all night,
why does my mind put up this constant fight,
why can't I find utter peace,
I need this everlasting release,
Day in and day out I cannot grow,
afraid of letting these feelings show,
why is it I cannot speak,
strength drained feeling helpless and weak,
scared of being vulnerable then hurt,
how can I live this way,
crying at night while I sit and pray,
daybreak comes and I feel the same,
like an old rusted picture frame,
why is it I act like a prick,
til I get tired of making myself sick,
who am I can I ask you that,
A lonely man as a matter of fact.
why am I dressed in black,
how can I stay up all night,
why does my mind put up this constant fight,
why can't I find utter peace,
I need this everlasting release,
Day in and day out I cannot grow,
afraid of letting these feelings show,
why is it I cannot speak,
strength drained feeling helpless and weak,
scared of being vulnerable then hurt,
how can I live this way,
crying at night while I sit and pray,
daybreak comes and I feel the same,
like an old rusted picture frame,
why is it I act like a prick,
til I get tired of making myself sick,
who am I can I ask you that,
A lonely man as a matter of fact.
