Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
my drug is heroin.
I used to use on the road; whether it be in my car, a Dunkin Donuts bathroom, or anyplace that I was around at the time; that is when I was at my worst and needed that needle in my arm. I remember times I'd go pick up w/ my friend and his wife; they were both sniffers and we'd grab all together. I would be in the back seat and they would be headed back to drop me off.. it was seriously a 10 minute ride back and I'd be in the back ready to shoot and begging them to let me shoot. as the fight went on we eventually ended up pulling up to my house and I go out and went in and SLAMMMMMMMMMED a goodie!
nowadays, I am NOT as big as a junkbox as I once was, although I see/feel it coming back. but I play it much more safe since I finally got my license back after losing it for over a year and was miserable throughout that time its when I used most in my life w/ that extra "no car" cash. well, I was home 24/7 and that apartment I lived in became a trap and I could not get out. so since then, I moved, but I still use here and there (more here than there lately, lol) but I only use inside the apartment. I feel scared to use how I once did and for so long; just pulling over in a parking lot w/ music blasting and looking around as I cook myself up a nice SHOOT! it was a good spot because you could see the whole highway in front of you w/ a Dunkin Donuts behind you and many people sitting there parked eating or just chilling and sippin' their coffees.
so, where do you do all your using? I know some people are any place, anywhere.. but that changed for me, as I just mentioned. so wondering if others are similar to me. have to be under my own roof, or maybe other friends house, etc, but really NOT out in the public at all anymore. just not my thing.
I used to use on the road; whether it be in my car, a Dunkin Donuts bathroom, or anyplace that I was around at the time; that is when I was at my worst and needed that needle in my arm. I remember times I'd go pick up w/ my friend and his wife; they were both sniffers and we'd grab all together. I would be in the back seat and they would be headed back to drop me off.. it was seriously a 10 minute ride back and I'd be in the back ready to shoot and begging them to let me shoot. as the fight went on we eventually ended up pulling up to my house and I go out and went in and SLAMMMMMMMMMED a goodie!
nowadays, I am NOT as big as a junkbox as I once was, although I see/feel it coming back. but I play it much more safe since I finally got my license back after losing it for over a year and was miserable throughout that time its when I used most in my life w/ that extra "no car" cash. well, I was home 24/7 and that apartment I lived in became a trap and I could not get out. so since then, I moved, but I still use here and there (more here than there lately, lol) but I only use inside the apartment. I feel scared to use how I once did and for so long; just pulling over in a parking lot w/ music blasting and looking around as I cook myself up a nice SHOOT! it was a good spot because you could see the whole highway in front of you w/ a Dunkin Donuts behind you and many people sitting there parked eating or just chilling and sippin' their coffees.
so, where do you do all your using? I know some people are any place, anywhere.. but that changed for me, as I just mentioned. so wondering if others are similar to me. have to be under my own roof, or maybe other friends house, etc, but really NOT out in the public at all anymore. just not my thing.