Hi there,
I just felt the urge to share what works for me,
1st off,,I know rhere is nothing worse than someone trying to9 tell you what is right or pushing there beliefs on to others,,thats not what I'm attempting to do,, wouldn't dream of it infact,,as the tittle says,,I simply would like to share what has worked for me.
A couple of year's back now there was two magor changes in my life,, changes for the better,, although I'm still battling my addictions+other demons, ( I've been on subutex for past two year's ), I very much doubt that I would feel as content as I do now if those changes had not happened.
I am not now or have never been a religious person, but for many years I have known that I am,,like us all, a spiritual person, even though for along time I didn't know what this meant for me,,+ I understand that this can be a number of different things for many different people,, . Ever since my teenage year's I had '' tried on '' various religions and belief systems,,, but somewhat frustratingly had never found anything that fitted or felt right for me,,,the closest I came was Budhism, while alot of the teachings and beliefs did feel right,,there was always something about it being an orthadox religion that just never felt right to me,,looking back I can now see that what drew me to the teachings of the Buddha was my belief in karma,,that has never changed, but something just did not feel right.
Just over two year;s ago now my life was probably the worst it's ever been,,my addictions were crippling and my mental health was at an all time low,,,it all seems abit hazey now,, but I know I was on a large methadone script,,60ml of diazipam aday + allthough it seems total madness now, I was cranking a quater of speed every two days,, on top of that the place I was living was a total shitwhole,,I was very sad, miserable +suicidal,,infact twice during that period I attempted to take my life,my selfharming was worse than it's ever been. I suppose anykind of way out would of been a relief,+ looking back I can see how I could of ended up taking any hand that was offered to me,,,fck,,I could of easilly ended up in a cult or something!!
One day I was on the street + saw somepeople I desperatly didn;t want to see, I saw a door open+ slipped inside,,little did I know that my life would never be t he same. What did I find ? Basicly just some very nice,,friendly people who seemed to sense my pain,,,I quickly realised that i was in a ' church '', but there was no cross on the wall + no priest or vicar,but the thing that had the most effect on me was the fact that none mentioned the R word,,noone tried to tell me what was right, or even what tyhey believed in,,more to the point,,what I should believe in. After having a cuppa+a bit of a chat I left,,,but I knew I would be back,,I wanted to go back!
Ok,, I need to be carefull here,,if anyone is still reading I don;t want to scare them off with talk of '' being saved '' or '' seeing the light '' or '' being shown the way '',, because thats not what happened. The church I went into was a spiritualist church,, yeah, thats the one where they talk to dead people!! Seriously,,the belief is that there is nosuch thing as '' dead '', we just move on,, we are not human beings on a spiritual journy,, infact we are spiritual beings on a human journy! Simple,, once I heard that it all just made perfect sense to me,, shure I had my doubts, but after recieving msg's from family + friends who were nolokmger on the earth plain,,msg;s that noone could know,things that were increadably powerful to me+my situation ( 1 of the 1st msg's i got was from an uncle,,I hardly knew him+ hadn't seen for over 20 yr's,,even then we were never close,, but the thing was he had been a lifelong, hardcore alcaholic,,,he just wanted to pass on support+understanding ) some meant nothing to me until I spoke with my mother who was able to tell me stuff that did make sense of them,,, I know,,it can ve pretty freaky to hear from a dead relative,,especially when they pastr before you were bourn! But it happened,, Guess what ? Every one has a gardian angel! How cool is that! Hey, I don't expect anyone to believe what i am saying,,but if your reading this and are interested,,,check it out for yourself,,what you got to lose? Appolagies to any christians reading this,,I know you feel this is '' the devils work '' ,you wouldn;t be the first to call me a '' necromanserr '' ( is that word even still in use? ),,but u wot? Love+light to everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What it basicly comes down to is the law of the ' 7 princuple '' ( it would taake too much space if I included them,,I'll post em in a new thread if any 1 is interested ),, at the end of the day,,the world would be a better place if every one simply loved instead of hated.
Oh yes,, the 2nd thing that changed my life for the better ? Transendental Meditation, SOUNDS ALOT MORE COMPLEX THAN IT IS, basclgh said,,love+light all x
I just felt the urge to share what works for me,
1st off,,I know rhere is nothing worse than someone trying to9 tell you what is right or pushing there beliefs on to others,,thats not what I'm attempting to do,, wouldn't dream of it infact,,as the tittle says,,I simply would like to share what has worked for me.
A couple of year's back now there was two magor changes in my life,, changes for the better,, although I'm still battling my addictions+other demons, ( I've been on subutex for past two year's ), I very much doubt that I would feel as content as I do now if those changes had not happened.
I am not now or have never been a religious person, but for many years I have known that I am,,like us all, a spiritual person, even though for along time I didn't know what this meant for me,,+ I understand that this can be a number of different things for many different people,, . Ever since my teenage year's I had '' tried on '' various religions and belief systems,,, but somewhat frustratingly had never found anything that fitted or felt right for me,,,the closest I came was Budhism, while alot of the teachings and beliefs did feel right,,there was always something about it being an orthadox religion that just never felt right to me,,looking back I can now see that what drew me to the teachings of the Buddha was my belief in karma,,that has never changed, but something just did not feel right.
Just over two year;s ago now my life was probably the worst it's ever been,,my addictions were crippling and my mental health was at an all time low,,,it all seems abit hazey now,, but I know I was on a large methadone script,,60ml of diazipam aday + allthough it seems total madness now, I was cranking a quater of speed every two days,, on top of that the place I was living was a total shitwhole,,I was very sad, miserable +suicidal,,infact twice during that period I attempted to take my life,my selfharming was worse than it's ever been. I suppose anykind of way out would of been a relief,+ looking back I can see how I could of ended up taking any hand that was offered to me,,,fck,,I could of easilly ended up in a cult or something!!
One day I was on the street + saw somepeople I desperatly didn;t want to see, I saw a door open+ slipped inside,,little did I know that my life would never be t he same. What did I find ? Basicly just some very nice,,friendly people who seemed to sense my pain,,,I quickly realised that i was in a ' church '', but there was no cross on the wall + no priest or vicar,but the thing that had the most effect on me was the fact that none mentioned the R word,,noone tried to tell me what was right, or even what tyhey believed in,,more to the point,,what I should believe in. After having a cuppa+a bit of a chat I left,,,but I knew I would be back,,I wanted to go back!
Ok,, I need to be carefull here,,if anyone is still reading I don;t want to scare them off with talk of '' being saved '' or '' seeing the light '' or '' being shown the way '',, because thats not what happened. The church I went into was a spiritualist church,, yeah, thats the one where they talk to dead people!! Seriously,,the belief is that there is nosuch thing as '' dead '', we just move on,, we are not human beings on a spiritual journy,, infact we are spiritual beings on a human journy! Simple,, once I heard that it all just made perfect sense to me,, shure I had my doubts, but after recieving msg's from family + friends who were nolokmger on the earth plain,,msg;s that noone could know,things that were increadably powerful to me+my situation ( 1 of the 1st msg's i got was from an uncle,,I hardly knew him+ hadn't seen for over 20 yr's,,even then we were never close,, but the thing was he had been a lifelong, hardcore alcaholic,,,he just wanted to pass on support+understanding ) some meant nothing to me until I spoke with my mother who was able to tell me stuff that did make sense of them,,, I know,,it can ve pretty freaky to hear from a dead relative,,especially when they pastr before you were bourn! But it happened,, Guess what ? Every one has a gardian angel! How cool is that! Hey, I don't expect anyone to believe what i am saying,,but if your reading this and are interested,,,check it out for yourself,,what you got to lose? Appolagies to any christians reading this,,I know you feel this is '' the devils work '' ,you wouldn;t be the first to call me a '' necromanserr '' ( is that word even still in use? ),,but u wot? Love+light to everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What it basicly comes down to is the law of the ' 7 princuple '' ( it would taake too much space if I included them,,I'll post em in a new thread if any 1 is interested ),, at the end of the day,,the world would be a better place if every one simply loved instead of hated.
Oh yes,, the 2nd thing that changed my life for the better ? Transendental Meditation, SOUNDS ALOT MORE COMPLEX THAN IT IS, basclgh said,,love+light all x
