November 2000 just before George Jr. Went into office as president. First time was driving with " friends" from Nsb to port orange to Daytona. I had to poop and went into a big hotel while my friends waited. I saw them in the car , D, saying he was jacking off. The same guy about roll number twenty same thing, he was in car with friends, and I was walking toward them he said J walks like a pimp, like I could see what he was saying being far away. It's almost like I could read what they were saying far away than I don't think I could have if I wasn't rolling, but could be wrong. We smoked cannabis on way to club.
Went to a Daytona club where they played dance, techno, trance music and met some girl and she let me rythm my hips with her, with her friends around in a circle . The

and lights made it fun. On the drive back we smoked and I started rapping , the song " wanna be a balla" came on and made up my own words and wowed my friends.
I forget what it was a Mitsubishi maybe , they were triple stacks and I didn't know about taking breaks used 1.5-2 oils four days later , then caught a bus to go home. Rubbed on this this fatish married chick the whole time , her pussy though her pants, she wouldn't let me touch skin, then thanked me for fondling her in front of everyone, when she got off the bus. I didn't eat healthy or take supplements or exercise, and had severe depression after the come down. I remember being in my room feeling low and things were hopeless at nineteen years old. I eventually went on to abuse it and got even lower. This is how I knew, that I must not use too much, too often.