Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
but that is all, idk who or what it is. but imo i believe there is a creator/higher power of some sort
That would make you agnostic.
i don't think the op is agnostic. the definition of agnostic is one who holds the view that god is unknown and probably unknowable; one who is not committed to believing in the existence or nonexistence of god.
the op believes in a creator therefore he is not agnostic. i would say he is a theist, the definition of which is one who believes in the existence of god or gods.
alasdair
This is a common misconception, and what you're saying is indeed how folk philosophy typically has it. Allow me to clarify, though:
[a]theism and [a]gnosticism are actually two independent variables. The first depends on whether or not you suspect God is real. The second is how much certainty you have in that hunch.
A gnostic theist feels certain God exists.
An agnostic theist believes in God, but isn't entirely sure, and is willing to admit he could be wrong.
A gnostic atheist feels certain God does not exist.
An agnostic atheist leans toward God not being real, but isn't sure, and is open to the possibility.
Based on this schema, I'd deem the OP an agnostic theist.
^ No, they don't. That's my point. They're independent variables. One is what you believe, the other is how certain you are about it.
People use 'agnostic' to mean 'in the middle' or 'undecided' or 'I don't care', but that says only that you're unsure, and nothing about whether or not you would, or ever do, entertain the notion of God.
This is a common misconception, and what you're saying is indeed how folk philosophy typically has it. Allow me to clarify, though:
[a]theism and [a]gnosticism are actually two independent variables. The first depends on whether or not you suspect God is real. The second is how much certainty you have in that hunch.
A gnostic theist feels certain God exists.
An agnostic theist believes in God, but isn't entirely sure, and is willing to admit he could be wrong.
A gnostic atheist feels certain God does not exist.
An agnostic atheist leans toward God not being real, but isn't sure, and is open to the possibility.
Based on this schema, I'd deem the OP an agnostic theist.
To me I run into a wall when trying to accept a God because most people come to conclusion that "If the universe is complex, it must have a creator"
By that same logic, God is infinitely complex, and therefore the question comes who made God? And who made Gods creator? Etc etc. Once you run into circular logic, its unprovable, so I don't bother.
Why do you feel the need to label your spirituality? Spirituality, imo, is very individual and doesn't fit into a simply labeled box.
I definitely don't understand that logic... I do believe in God, but just the phrase "creator" implies that the universe has a beginning. What if the Universe, God, all of it just IS. Why does it have to have been "created" at some point.
People are always confused by my spirituality because I do believe in God, but I believe God IS the Universe. This isn't to say that I think any less of God.... the universe is amazing. God is amazing. But you can believe this way without believing in a linear chain of events such as "someone created god, god created the universe, god created earth, god created man, etc". I don't personally believe in linear time at all. I believe it's an illusion based on the perspectives we have from within our human ego mind driven life.... I believe it just is... linear time is the 4th dimension, and I tend to view things from a higher dimensional perspective most of the time.
If anyone knows much about string theory, a lot of it aligns well with my spiritual beliefs.
this is what leary and all the hippie psychedelic philosophers wrote about time after time. please elaborate because i still am not sure i understand thoughBut basically I see things from this 5th dimensional place, where there isn't linear time, and all possibilities exist. I believe we can move from reality to reality within that dimension, and that is how law of attraction works (attracting yourself into the dimension where whatever you want happens).