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What (less than obvious) things do you dislike about drugs?

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The problem I have with drugs is they make me feel like my emotions are not valid. That I am an entirely different person because my chemistry was changed quickly by a means more unnatural than any other-
It makes me sad, actually, that I cannot do drugs as easily as the average abuser, but I think it makes everyone sad, though, when they are fundamentally different in a way that isn't artsy or cool. I like drugs. I enjoy the atmosphere surrounding drugs. I used to use them with horrible ease- it's just, now, I panic easier.
It's not that I feel I am in less control- it's that drugs show me just how little control I had to begin with. Even sober I am not in control of my emotions. They are directly influenced by music, what I eat, what people say to me, my hormones, etc. Drugs enable me to see this truth more clearly, so, while I adore the physical and sometimes mental effects, there is that omnipresent clarity that I loathe, which makes using a toss-up- "Am I going to break down this time, or simply enjoy the high?"
 
That they fuck up any pre-existing mental issues, sometimes by temporarily abating them - nothing like a Crack binge to hide a Manic Episode, until the rock runs out and you keep going and going in the same mental state.
 
what i dislike about drugs is when your coming off that last high before having probation knowing you can't get high anymore. one of the most upsetting feelings in the world.
 
Nausea forsureeee drugs only mess with ya brain when you abuse the wrong drug too many times, take breaks broo. Nausea ruins a good trip/roll/nod easily for me and definitely brings down the euphoria. And withdrawal. Horrible. But besides that drugs are great :) if you can handle yourself and remember, you can always take more of a drug, but you can undo what you took.
 
For me, when I rolled (only about 5 times total) as soon as the peak went, I'd recognize that I was starting to come down, and then I'd get anxious about the next-day blues. So I never really got as much fun out of that as I'd hoped. Which is all well and good I guess. I can live without MDMA fsho. I've candy flipped, I've combined it with opiates, I don't need any more X experiences.

So to be more general, I dislike that beginning to come down from a high can ruin the remainder of it! The only drugs that are excluded from this for me are psychs and opiates. Stims aren't horrible as long as you've got some sort of downer to accompany them.

There are a lot of things that I dislike about drugs, most of em are obvious things... Association, stigma, fake friendships, health effects, etc.

Many times I wonder what or who I would be if I never had my big "DO ALL THE DRUGS !!!" phase, which of course coincided with university and my early twenties. However, I don't have a problem with who I am now, so fuck it, not a regret, but a curiosity.
 
SirTophamHat said:
Many times I wonder what or who I would be if I never had my big "DO ALL THE DRUGS !!!" phase, which of course coincided with university and my early twenties. However, I don't have a problem with who I am now, so fuck it, not a regret, but a curiosity.
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I couldn't have put it better. I'd be quite the boring person, I think, if the stigmas had scared me off.

As for the coming down- I get ya. I always want more at that point. I guess that's what fucks me over, really, 'cause I never want it to end so I keep looking for more.. Once a binge is over it's really hard for me to start again, but once I start I can't stop.

It really dampens things when you're in a car full of people that are getting tired after a night of binging on stims, and you all want some more, but the daylight is coming and your guy's all out- kinda just like.. "Now what?" And then you all go your separate ways to sleep or masturbate or whatever the fuck- kinda like finishing a really fucking awesome book series. In the beginning you were like, "Dude, this is such a long series, this'll take me forever to finish!" but then the end comes quicker than you thought and turning that last page is just sorrowful. Like you were partners in crime all night, and then separate individuals again. My best example is the ending of the Breakfast Club.
 
hmm, this is an interesting question. for me it would have to be the balance between feeling too much, and feeling too little. dope, which i guess you could say is my current DOC, sort of pacifies me, sometimes i thoroughly enjoy it, but other times its inappropiate to have that "roll-off-ya-shoulder" attitude.

even then, this isnt something i truely hate, it just can be bothersome at times. although it does get tiresome tryna keep up with a hefty habit i suppose. hah.
 
I hate how a social room full of conversation and laughter can turn into a quiet introspective group of stoners after a joint is passed around. I choose who I smoke with carefully.

I hate tripping with people I don't know very well, especially if they start losing their shit and kill my buzz

Ditto overly philosophical people on psychedelics. I enjoy ensightful thoughts and debating ideas, but give the tin foil hat crap a break.

Coming down waiting for a cab is the pits. I rather go home earlier, shower while I'm still high, then gently comedown in my own comfortable surrounds.
 
Well i didn't like the first time i binged on ghb. I was told by my tinychat friends that I was with a gay dude and we were showing our cocks on cam.

First time I got reallyyy out there on gogo, was awake for 5 days(taking ghb when needed),sucking glass dick. In some house digging for valuables out walking at 3 am hoping to make it somewhere that serves breakfast,and i just go to look atmyself in the mirror and when i do order i swear she knows what imm on so it takes me forever to order because i keep asking questions about mayonase.
 
I dislike the nausea, the irrational anxiety and the fast heart rate. Maybe they're a bit obvious but they really kill my buzz and can happen with almost any drug
 
Burnt Offerings said:
I generally don't like the culture of illegal drug use all that much.
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I agree with this 110%. The culture that revolves around drugs in general is pretty revolting. The amount of ignorance, denial, and self-destructive behavior are frightening. Far to many drug users have the emotional maturity of teenagers. I think the single best motivator to use sparingly or not at all is the drug culture. Seeing what what moderate/heavy drug use does to some people is really sobering.

The sad thing is that many of the people that fully embrace the culture seem to be very young. The drug culture seems to bring out the very worst in some people. It would almost be funny if it weren't so pathetic.
 
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SirTophamHat said:
For me, when I rolled (only about 5 times total) as soon as the peak went, I'd recognize that I was starting to come down, and then I'd get anxious about the next-day blues. So I never really got as much fun out of that as I'd hoped. Which is all well and good I guess. I can live without MDMA fsho. I've candy flipped, I've combined it with opiates, I don't need any more X experiences.
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Ahhh I get that too. Anxiety about the comedown/hangover before I've even tried anything. It's so annoying.
 
Drugs seems sometimes like a good way to kill boredom, but often create even more boredom.
 
I hate the isolation that comes with prolonged drug use. It may be obvious but you lose touch with not only your friends and family, but yourself. It literally eats your soul, and sometimes your conscience.. It makes you do bad things.
 
They fuck up friendships and relationships quicker then i can load the bowl.

Seriously.. I don't mind the drugs, just the very second I see you slipping,talking shit,trying to impress w,e, when you passout at my place, or be a jerk.

Your going to be my fucking bitch.
 
I don't like it when your doing some lines of boi,girl,tina, or roxy with me, and when i give you the straw, you damn scrape that shit in a recipet or business card and go straight to the bathroom.

Cmon man, we are not stupid,and give the straw back!
 
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