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What kind of drug/combination of drugs completes your ideal personality?

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I'm not so much talking about drug of choice or drug that will get you most fucked up as drug that makes you feel literally who you are, though to a more pure extent.

If you had access, which kind of drug/drug class or just specific drug would give you the power to show the world the invaluable kind of person that you are at your best? I dont mean just smoking meth all day to work like a machine, it has to be you.

I wanna know. Are you the kinda dude that becomes YOU with a giant dose of time released amphetamine in the morning and sips liquor hourly or the chill one who smokes a bowl every three hours or the man who feels like a shot of heroin three times a day is them or what...?

assume you aren't addicted to anything, I mean what drug(s) can you see yourself developing as close to a personality as YOU

I find it hard to pinpoint one but cocaine/mephedrone AND COFFEE mixed with doses of hydromorphone/poppy tea would make me sooooo fucking me... used in moderation that is.

Perfect relaxation with a dose of poppy in the morning, a rail of coke with my coffee before leaving the house, sneak in the bathroom at work after two hours to rail or eat 2mg of hydro while snorting a little meph and repeat every two hours, sip coffee/poppy tea very slowly throughout, one big pile of coke when arriving home to complete work, then sleep, rinse and repeat.

be specific=D
 
I am glad you made this thread right now. I think that Cannabis Buds and Benzodiazepines would be my choice and it's funny because I am on exactly that right atm LOL! Well since you said be specific I will take a bong toke huge one of chronic CRYSTALLY and I mean like suspiciously crystally weed the strain is called Blue Cheese and I got Lorazepams sublingual but that is just what I got atm. After like 5 repeated bong tokes I let the desired amount of Lorazepam disolve under my tongue and wait for the affect while smoking mass bong tokes until I just literally physically can't smoke anymore lol. Things can get quite nice and blissful as one can imagine or possibly even relate to.
 
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In the day or afternoon when I am in "work mode" my ideal combo is hydrocodone and benzo's. Nothing too crazy. On nights when I have work the next day I like to smoke blends/bud/or take a little jwh-250 oral. On the weekends my personality grows bored of movies and dinner and all that shite so I take entactogens and psychedelics to explore and master my wonderful brain.
 
A little suboxone in the morning and at night, a tiny dose of benzo in the evening, and sometimes a bit of amphetamine in the a.m.
 
Opiates + a good upper.

Makes me feel wonderful and capable of going about my business without fatigue or anxiety.

I dislike just uppers though, and opiates alone are starting to lose their luster.
 
Opiates + occasional d-amphetamine.


Opiates help me get through all the menial, small time shit in my day, like getting out of bed in the morning, shaving, setting up doctors appointments, blah, blah, fucking blah.

I occasionally use Adderall for heavy duty mental lifting, but the thought of using it every day literally makes me sick to my stomach. I hate it, but I need it to treat my ADHD.

I've never combined the two at once, however. I only do opiates on special occasions now, and I haven't had a script to Adderall in a few months. I like the feeling of cocaine on opiates, however. I don't know how productive I would be if I had an unlimited supply of opiates and Adderall. All of the negative effects of stimulants that make addiction seem impossible to me may dissipate, and I could actually end up seriously damaging my already depleted dopamine receptors if my wish came true.
 
MDMA + Methamphetamine = something like my full potential as a person, I'm usually an intravert and often I have difficulty expressing myself but on that combination I used to find I can articulate a lot better, it made me feel like a different person, full confidence, relaxed, sociable, smart, witty, funny, energetic, motivated, creative, everything I wanted to be and much more.
 
adderal makes me social to a point where i can be completely comfortable in almost any social setting
lsd completes me, but in a different way
 
So many things I haven't tried, but a stimulant and opiate have to be in the mix somewhere...probably dextroamp and hydrocodone or smtg.

From what I've actually experienced, I'd say:

*MDMA, 1/2 pill
*Mephedrone, 1-2 bumps
*Hydrocodone, 1 10 mg. pill
*Sativa weed, a small hit

Perfect mix of outgoing/energetic and mellow/introspective. Opiates probably feel most like my personality (mellow, slightly tragic, day-dreamy) but are too sedating by themselves.
 
wake up with a nice tall gin and juice and a single hit of weed, as afternoon approaches bring myself down with yerba mate and depending on location either sniff keys of hydromorphone or smoke opium. a strong ale with dinner followed by a low dose of benzo and a wee hit of dmt before bed.
 
amphs make me feel like i can do anything > live up to my potential > overcome any anxieties/problems
 
The Ski Lift (SWIMs concoction- substances consumed at intervals)- Clonazepam + Lecithin + Dxm + Chlorpheniramine Maleate + Amphetamine + Marijuana + Kratom

T-0:00 - 2mg Clonazepam
T-0:30 - 20g Lecithin + 3mg/kg body weight DXM + ~0.5mg/kg body weight CPM + 20-30mg amphetamine salts

T-1:00 - Marijuana (it won't take much to reach max peak)
T-1:30 - 20-30mg amphetamine salts + 7g Kratom Extract (or mild dose of another mild opioid)

Now that you have reached the top of the mountain peak... ski your way down for hours

Theory:
Clonazepam- eases come up and tapers over activation of glutamate receptors
Lecithin- increases absorption of Dxm at a faster rate... euphoria increases and forms synergy
Dxm- creates the crux of the cocktail, stimulates dopamine production, Serotonin Agonist, Adrenergic Agonist.. synergy with the amphetamines and opiates and when mixed with thc forms a smooth mellow entactogenic trip
Chlorpheniramine Maleate- Serotonin Agonist, Norepenephrine Agonist, boosts the dissociative feeling
Marijuana- potentiates the DXM which in turn potentiates everything else
Amphetamines- Dopamine reuptake inhibitor, Norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor (increased from dxm synergy)
Opiate - increased analgesic/dissociative/lethargic/euphoric effects from dxm synergy

despite the fact that the combo involves such a numerous amount of substances, a user can actually pull off being straight...

Compares to rolling + mild trip + lethargic-analgesic euphoria.... plus thanks to the NMDA receptors being blocked your hypothalamus doesn't create a fiend/craving/comedown effect... and the day after feels like the remnants of a reverie... afterglow
 
Hmm... I guess there are two kinds of me. And each kind balances the other out.
Sober me: cup of coffee in the morning, exercise for an hour doing some cardio, take a nice hot shower afterwards and then I am ready for anything. My mind is clear, my body is charged. Whether there's a zombie invasion or a final exam/final of a project at work it doesn't matter because I feel I can do it.

The other me: Waking up just before the sunrise, smoking a thick spliff of some dank ass flame of Sativa kind. Go around my morning business: coffee, care of my house plants, greeting the morning, healthy breakfast.. Around lunch time: down go crispy Psilocybes to get a very good +++ going. Walking in the park/forest, tripping, communicating with the eternal and the nature, on the comedown at night spark up another joint (in the perfect world pure fucking face melting Indica or some golden ball of premium hash if in the Most Perfect world, haha), thinking over my experiences, retrospecting, introspecting, thinking/dreaming. Fall asleep and take 12 hours of undisturbed rest full of lucid dreams... All the described activities to happen deff. not in a city but somewhere deep in the northern wilderness.

The other me can't do shit in terms of physical or concentrated mental performance. But it is needed to feed the mind, open the soul, contemplate, build the spirituality for the other sober myself. Yin and Yang. Without such heart-opening days and nights my sober-self would go crazy and loose the roots.

I hope when I retire I will leave the civilization for the most part, have bees, grow vegetables, weed, shrooms, meditate, make my own wine, go fishing every day, write, compose and die happily knowing that I found IT, the balance with the nature.
 
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40 mgs oxycodone orally and 4 mgs xaanx (have a huge tolerance to both.. more so benzos)

Friendly, talkative, am myself, creative (the xanax dulls this a bit), the oxy is somewhat stimulating so I am quite efficient on it. The xanax dose is not enough to overwhelm this either.
 
if you need drugs to feel like yourself, then there are definitely some underlying issues there.

and i don't mean to sound really judgemental, i've had the same issue myself. i have used stimulant drugs to make me feel like i actually care, and i had a hard time feeling connections to people without them.

but yeah, i really think it's better to find other ways of getting in touch with yourself that aren't drugs, using them like that is just ASKING for an addiction to develop, doing drugs to cope is a dangerous game.
 
^Maybe you dont know any real drug addicts? There's some people that function completely normal when there on drugs, there able to work normal. Then they appear to be on drugs when there comming down or run out. That's my experience, I wish I could go into more detail. But I to am not feeling creative at the moment. Maybe I shold smoke some weed? See where i'm going?
 
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