WHAT IS SADNESS TO YOU?

[Tyra]

here is something i wrote coz my past few days have been like a trip to hell and back :*(
. :. the 2nd set up . :.
flooded by my longing desires..
for the only one that lights my fire..
without having to look at the rest..
i know thats the one...
that just walked into my life..
it puzzles me so much,
lately I've been over - distressed..
disturbed by my afflictions and urges,
that i wish i could control and repress..
should i even really care this much,
setting myself up for the second time..
for just one thing in return I request..
embracing her for now..
keeping with me her devoted touch..
AM i flowing too much in this vacant stream..?
should i continue to pour until it overflows..?
i am not really over indulging her.....
its alot more intense inside than it seems..
how i feel..nobody can sense
..and will ever know..
waiting here..anxiously..
afraid of what will happen to her & me..
being able to breathe in a mystery..
for now this is where i will remain..
please..not second best & behind the rest..
ripping me into peices, causing me to go slowly insane..
i know i aint alla dat and a bag o- chips..
but i wanna know what it takes to be with her..
what she wants right now..
i feel alone without her near..emptiness without her with me..
mute without her words to hear..
still..i wait...for an alliance so profound..
as i realized..that love conquers all..
love never dies..so if i have to wait for her..
through the ugly avidity in me.....
i'll be here..alone....
lingering..patiently..with an answer unknown..
and..it boggles me everyday..
wondering how it would be like..
atleast..im getting pass by this way..
and..this is where i'll stay..
......immersed in my hopeful thoughts..
3AM- Ty

 

[PiHKAL]

sadness to me
looking into someones eyes
deeply beyond the silky gloss
loving how it takes you high
realizing now your loss
a single tear adorns your cheek
running slowy for you the meek
the liquid shows all you fear
the alone the lost the simply weak
There is nothing worse than feeling alone. That is my ultimate sadness, thank you for sharing yours

Peace..
PiHKAL
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When I look at where I've been
And I think of where I'm going
I find that both roads bend in
same directions, ever flowing.....
-Caress, the artist whose paint is words...

 

[magic apple]

as i lie in my bed at night
i slowly fall into darkness
my fatigue eats at me......
now i fall into darkness
during the day.........