missunderstood
Bluelighter
I StumbleUpon a thread earlier and I got to thinking about my struggles that I created for myself...with a little help from this bitch I knew..her name was heroin. When I first introduced my brains already fucked up chemistry to heroin it was a cheap alternative to E.R. visits and running to multiple doctors before the FDA put a stop to the shop... just for the record this started for me when I got my wisdom teeth removed at 14...I thought it was big joke that I had pain killer, oh yeah I was the cats meow..hahah I was also pretty fucking stupid...but I decided to do a little street dope to get over the pain pills ..I just wasn't the researcher that I am today so there for I had no clue that I was working with the same main ingredient...OPIATES ...well I found out the hard way..I was pretty well fucked before I knew it I went from 10 bucks every 3rd day to a whopping 300 bucks a day (NO I NEVER HAD TO BLOW ANY ONE FOR IT) so I can list a few things that herion has done for me....(sorry gang I have a hard time trying to use this system of text .) It took my dignity, it stole my sole, it took me broke,it made me shake, it made me bleed, it made me cry, it stole my conscious,it made me weak,it made me puke, it made me sleep, it made me steal,it made me lie, it hurt my boys, it changed my marriage, it hurt my mom, it stole my house, it stole my car,it thinned my hair, it made me pail,it gave me a name I didn't ask for, it broke my spirit, it ......can someone take over from here because I am disgusted.........
