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dead_man_walking
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I don't know where to begin or where this belongs and I have an account here with 3 figure posts, but I am to ashamed
This article annoys me because I was 13 when it happened and 14 when the last offense happened
http://www.couriermail.com.au/news/...t-ipswich-school/story-e6freoof-1226297232643
This is where it all started in my downward spiral in life. I feel so alone. I can get compensation and shit, but haven't even bothered looking into it because I would just drink, drug and gamble any payout away, haven't heard anything else because he isn't pleading guilty even though I did one of those pre whatever they are phone calls and got admissions
I just continue to drink, smoke and drug myself into oblivion like I have for so long, my financial state is fucked but as long as I have a roof over my head, a car and drugs & alcohol I just continue along in a haze (I am surviving off other payouts and centrelink and stuff)
I know where he lives and works since out on bail
Sometimes I dream of killing him and then killing myself
When I have a rare lucid state, I think of my children that I haven't seen in ages and my ex and think how I want to get better
My doctor is shit, my family aren't much more help, but I lie to them all
I think I need rehab or something
I'm a stubborn motherfucker, I've pushed away all my friends and a lot of family, haven't been with a woman in months
I don't even know what I am asking here, maybe just putting it out there to see what others have to say
This article annoys me because I was 13 when it happened and 14 when the last offense happened
http://www.couriermail.com.au/news/...t-ipswich-school/story-e6freoof-1226297232643
This is where it all started in my downward spiral in life. I feel so alone. I can get compensation and shit, but haven't even bothered looking into it because I would just drink, drug and gamble any payout away, haven't heard anything else because he isn't pleading guilty even though I did one of those pre whatever they are phone calls and got admissions
I just continue to drink, smoke and drug myself into oblivion like I have for so long, my financial state is fucked but as long as I have a roof over my head, a car and drugs & alcohol I just continue along in a haze (I am surviving off other payouts and centrelink and stuff)
I know where he lives and works since out on bail
Sometimes I dream of killing him and then killing myself
When I have a rare lucid state, I think of my children that I haven't seen in ages and my ex and think how I want to get better
My doctor is shit, my family aren't much more help, but I lie to them all
I think I need rehab or something
I'm a stubborn motherfucker, I've pushed away all my friends and a lot of family, haven't been with a woman in months
I don't even know what I am asking here, maybe just putting it out there to see what others have to say