We cannot answer questions like that on Bluelight for you.
For your second question, no, nutmeg is not a traditional psychedelic, though it can produce psychedelic effects ( and it is extremely uncomfortable to be under the influence of- be warned)
You're most likely going to have an absolute horrible time on nutmeg, and it could even potentially kill you.
Why not take a step back from the drugs for a moment and ask yourself why it is you're scheming to get out of your sober state of mind.
The most depraved condition known to mankind is within arms reach - tread carefully.