yes i am tingling as i type...
I'm itching to just bump meth.... in that case, im an amphetamine addict, 9 years ,,, now dependent on benzos to deal with other problems and the side effects of a binge,,, i abuse dextrostat... my dose is 50-(60) 6 is my start, i just dropped 5 ... use baking soda and only dpsed twice this time in 12 hours.... I took 1600mg neurontin, generic, and an hour later dropped my normal dose of valium 20mg, plus 2mg kpin and some mg of kpin or ativan to finish it off... the pentins make a do\ifferemce (sorry im sitting far away in the dark) because i feel those benzos harder than I should... nothing major, just chill.... its storming... I get temazepam for real monday, i got 2 5 15mg rxs with referrrals from the ER for insomnia... those bitches put you down.... I get too many benzos, and for that I get too much bread.... if you catch my drift. I'd ;love to try to get desoxyn.... but its very hard.... I told the drs i quit bupe, just to get more benzos, specific restoril.... i use my bupe for pain... 4 use tp hold me, now 4 makes ,,me high as fuck.... i always feel depressed after dex is gone, like im a shell and lethargic. I'd love to compare, but i am not smoking the shit.... id even cap it and eat it or rail it.... or both.... i got my .0000 scale... lol some caps.... lol selll my temazepam with meth in it, i am joking thatd be fucked up..... no way id do that it was a joke.... i have taken up to 10 dex orally with benz0s// now of coourse that is quite a waste.... but recently and rarely ill take a lot of benzos and drop 8 dex.... valium is my fav mixed with kpin bars to hold over the day.... dex is too short.... does oral meth or railed last longer, and is my cross tolerance gonna be high to all amphetamines? i took rolls and had to take more than most, same with DOM, 2 hits of real shit did not much, a +1 ,,maybe.... I rook 5 hits of trypamine... acid and two weeks ago I had a great experience.... I did need 4mg ativan to calm me down at my friends parents house, but I know that nohing will cross tolerance a trypamine in my body.... I will try again in an isolated place.... acting sober was easy.... speed on it was fantastic,,,,
again if i weigh out and cap it up is it worth eating, plugging or am i not gonna be noticing a difference,,,, should i bump it first to see how much i need. My friend wants to shoot me up with it but idk... she is a good friend, shot me with h twice, and IM in my deltoid.... on suboxone I still got high instantly and was done,,,,, no fun in that, snorting h was my thing,,,, shooting meth i hear has no rush.... I just dont want this my first time, I have plenty of benzos and (what I read) CPM reverses ampmhetamines, I also have atypical antipsychotics if shit goes like when I went into the mental place on 300 plus mg dex..... psychosis is the most scary thing I experienced.... They pumped me full of shit and no sleep.......... haldol did it , i thought they were tryiing to kill me..... I woke up still hearing my mother.... once I got out of the ER I binged and had my own hotel room.... 4 months..... plz answer the eating meth question... I'd like to see how it is since desoxyn is out of the question..... I'm a pill guy and a snorter.... I smoked several things and besides weed and cigs. crack was a waste so is snorting coke, but chasing the dragon is not bad..... after blowing a fat line....
amps help my impulses besides my meds.... meaning mainly amphetamines.... I'll never tell a dr im addicted to it like a a\abuser..... my old dr has written scripts for 40 QID.... now I'm gonna try for 30 tid or qid from teh new guy since I know hes easy and 20mg is not shit for me.... (I just want more amphetamines) I have weekly scripts mailed and use a discount card since my insurance sucks on dex.... use to be 14 bucks for 240..... I somehow make 27 to get 60 a week.... I sleep 24 hours without it........
yes.... im on dex and want to try meth any answers on the oral and plugging.... again should i bump for purity... .0000 scale meant for powder lol......
damn its light out now..... rain rain rain......
with just amps no downer s o man i get very isolated..... want to be alone.... i need both or its lobsided..... alone it makes me feel like a robot. and alone benzos make me retarted..... forgetful and add to ,the sleep. after 6 days i took lots of both and in the garage i fell asleep on my klnees and now am limping but able to not use a cane..... i can somehow ride a bike but my right foot had no feeeling, its coming back..... the body can only take so much i guess i was on 6 dex and a coouple ativans searching for shit in the garage like change to "coinstar" got 5 bucks pennies and nickles just to get my valium....... then returned shit like a targus cpu backpack, found one in the garage. and returned skullcandy uprocks and got buds instead cheap... the boost phone array was on sale 20 bucks so i had enough for cigs and fucking dex... dr mails when i call, comes in one day.... we are moving, so it sucks to be hurt.... i can get a few bupe for the pain..... 4 bucks gets 4 or 6;;;;; it killed my pain from my bike crash.... yeah i had two injuries one a day.... karma for stealing and shit...... ok.... enough .... but the meds all i have now help this leg shit.... i limp but why get other shit like norco (I can steal it) but when bupe is strong as fuck may as well.... they were mad when i asked if it would help pain.... its not for that for me... haha.... cvs hates me so much..... all i get is controlled shit, and they know im always transfering shit around...
goodbye ya''ll
as skiba says (trio fans unite) good fucking bye,,,,,,,
I'm from his town.... now i live in the ghetto rap lake county..... wish there were more rock and metal lovers out here;;;;;;; my first tattoo is a red trio heart.... goddammit style.... not perfect like its suppose to be but its a first of many to come.... music is my life on amphetamines... i enjoy writing lyrics and want to find a band to scream and sing..... even background..... being on stage jumping into the crowd the rush from the music the amps the fun, thats my dream.... people think i can do it..... i like to cover songs to practice.... thanks to benzos i am not afraid to show ppl.... o ,man i was embarrased before but ten years of just doing it, now showing people makes me feel good/ ,meth would rock .... on stage lol.... i may have found a couple people to work with and a program to synthesize shit.... if i need to.... alone. fuck this rap shit. its not what i enjoy.... i have an idea for a cd..... but ill tell you later.... metaphorically its about the cycle of an amphetamine high and crash and repeat.... the emotions involved.... but never say what its directly about.... metaphors..... and ,,the sadness involved with the lifestyle. beauty and despair.... slow and fast.... sunny and cloudy emotions.... i just need help and time...... this is what i have to say, im peaking i am very sorry..... take te thread back but keep this here.... i am curious about oral meth