Long story short: I've never used recreational drugs but have been looking towards psilocybin to address mental health issues which persist despite an adherence to talk therapy, antidepressants, and ketamine/Spravato therapy. In Detroit, psilocybin has recently been decriminalized. I went to a dispensary called ***vendors/sourcing not permitted on Bluelight*** and purchased an eighth of Penis Envy. When I got home I noticed the packaging was labeled "Albino Penis Envy (Amenita Muscaria)". Yes, they misspelled Amanita. Obviously, this cannot be both Penis Envy (which contains psilocybin) and Amanita Muscaria (which does not contain psilocybin). When Googling pics, the product I purchased looks like Penis Envy and not Amanita Muscaria.
Ultimately, I took half of what I purchased.
The experience: my goal was to have the "euphoric" experience often associated with psilocybin. This did not occur. It took about an hour for the effects to kick in. It started with a light buzz in my skin, which was fine. Separate from that, a mild discomfort and soreness developed, like I needed a massage. I was also unable to find a comfortable position to lay in. There were no hallucinogenic side effects, my vision was never altered. My logic/train of thought had some amount of confusion, kind of like when you are half-awake/half-asleep. When I would stand up I was a little wobbly on my feet. I was tired but couldn't fall asleep. This all lasted about 4-5 hours before the effects started to subside.
This whole thing is annoying for many reasons, but where I go from here on my mental health journey depends on whether what I took was in fact Penis Envy (psilocybin) or Amanita Muscaria (not psilocybin). I have considered the fact this was Penis Envy but labeled Amanita Muscaria for legal purposes.
Thoughts?


Ultimately, I took half of what I purchased.
The experience: my goal was to have the "euphoric" experience often associated with psilocybin. This did not occur. It took about an hour for the effects to kick in. It started with a light buzz in my skin, which was fine. Separate from that, a mild discomfort and soreness developed, like I needed a massage. I was also unable to find a comfortable position to lay in. There were no hallucinogenic side effects, my vision was never altered. My logic/train of thought had some amount of confusion, kind of like when you are half-awake/half-asleep. When I would stand up I was a little wobbly on my feet. I was tired but couldn't fall asleep. This all lasted about 4-5 hours before the effects started to subside.
This whole thing is annoying for many reasons, but where I go from here on my mental health journey depends on whether what I took was in fact Penis Envy (psilocybin) or Amanita Muscaria (not psilocybin). I have considered the fact this was Penis Envy but labeled Amanita Muscaria for legal purposes.
Thoughts?


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