Well this sucks

[GetMeOutOfThisCRAP]

First potential romance ruined because my love of oxy was greater than spending time with him. I was clean for a little when it started.
I liked him for years and waited forever for it to finally occur.. but I guess this just means that oxy is the greatest boyfriend of all time.


a failed druggie i am.

 

[Vett]

Admitting your addiction is the first step towards recovery... eventually you will get tired of failing.

 

[cj]

Don't beat yourself up. I have been there. I guess the question is do you want to quit?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

It's OK to like a drug more than people, a lot of us here can identify with that. You know what's going on, and you can work on it.

 

[GetMeOutOfThisCRAP]

I do want to quit. I've been eating percocet for 1.5 years now recreationally, of course tampering with the other members of that pill family as well. It hasn't destroyed my life yet but I'm starting to feel that I can't hold onto the opoid lifestyle any longer before it really does get darker than a witch's curse. The WD's are noticably more fucked whenever I relapse.