RhythmSpring
Bluelighter
I could go into my physical responses to various foods, but I won't go into that here. This is about how foods make me feel emotionally and mentally. The following statements are not exaggerated.
If I eat sugar, including fruit, I become anxious, on edge, filled with fear-inducing thoughts.
This includes vegetables with sugar, such as beets or carrots.
With grains, including wheat, corn, rice, or anything starchy, I'll get energy at first, perhaps lasting for about a day. Then I crash *hard.* Low energy, motivation, and just all around unbearable depression.
Nuts and seeds make me angry. Or more specifically, they reinforce and encourage angry thought patterns in me.
Cheese and dairy makes me on-edge and irritable.
And just forget about processed foods...
On the flipside-
Kale and leafy greens alike make me feel centered.
Garlic makes me feel grounded and strong.
Wild salmon makes me feel just great.
...and fasting makes me quite happy, but of course, in a kind of ungrounded way. But I do achieve a level of mental clarity and emotional openness that is startling.
And when I say "sugar," I mean, the *smallest* amount of sugar. Like, I'll feel this way after a single drop of honey. I think it's that way because I've avoided these foods for so long. I guess my insulin sensitivity is off the charts or something? I eat VLC (Very Low Carb)
My body is clearly very unusual. My highest carb source right now is avocados, of which I eat 2-3 a day.
Please do NOT give me dietary advice without considering the fact that I eat this way for *very* good reasons. One is that I have severe rheumatoid arthritis, and many if not all of the foods I avoid worsen my joint inflammation. The other is the abovementioned reasons; they make me feel anxious, depressed, closed off, etc.
People always look at me strange when I tell them that I'd fall into a pit of depression if I ate a bagel--which is absolutely true. And yes, I have considered over and over again that it's all psychosomatic. And I've tested this repeatedly. It's really not.
So, um, anyone else experience this?
If I eat sugar, including fruit, I become anxious, on edge, filled with fear-inducing thoughts.
This includes vegetables with sugar, such as beets or carrots.
With grains, including wheat, corn, rice, or anything starchy, I'll get energy at first, perhaps lasting for about a day. Then I crash *hard.* Low energy, motivation, and just all around unbearable depression.
Nuts and seeds make me angry. Or more specifically, they reinforce and encourage angry thought patterns in me.
Cheese and dairy makes me on-edge and irritable.
And just forget about processed foods...
On the flipside-
Kale and leafy greens alike make me feel centered.
Garlic makes me feel grounded and strong.
Wild salmon makes me feel just great.
...and fasting makes me quite happy, but of course, in a kind of ungrounded way. But I do achieve a level of mental clarity and emotional openness that is startling.
And when I say "sugar," I mean, the *smallest* amount of sugar. Like, I'll feel this way after a single drop of honey. I think it's that way because I've avoided these foods for so long. I guess my insulin sensitivity is off the charts or something? I eat VLC (Very Low Carb)
My body is clearly very unusual. My highest carb source right now is avocados, of which I eat 2-3 a day.
Please do NOT give me dietary advice without considering the fact that I eat this way for *very* good reasons. One is that I have severe rheumatoid arthritis, and many if not all of the foods I avoid worsen my joint inflammation. The other is the abovementioned reasons; they make me feel anxious, depressed, closed off, etc.
People always look at me strange when I tell them that I'd fall into a pit of depression if I ate a bagel--which is absolutely true. And yes, I have considered over and over again that it's all psychosomatic. And I've tested this repeatedly. It's really not.
So, um, anyone else experience this?