Sometimes i smoke and i'm like "oh this is totally awesome" and everything is really intense and fun. like i'll be playing this game called battlefield 2142 and everything is just so intense like i'm actually there and it can be a lot of fun. but then i also see stuff on tv that trips me out and makes me feel all weird, and then i start analyzing everything that people say on a show and everything will just seem really weird, and then i'll think about my life and stuff that happened that day and everything will just seem weird lol. especially last night i saw this episode of "Home Improvement" and in the episode the oldest kid got caught with weed. he hid the bag of weed under the backyard bench outside by taping it to it. really weird episode. and then i started thinking what if that had happened to me and shit. idk i think im going to give up weed during the school year again. does anyone else ever feel like that?